09-25-2017, 03:41 AM
I've become more of a relaxed and resilient person these past few days. The wife and I officially separated and I'm finding myself becoming more repulsed by her each day that passes. I'm pretty sure we'll be divorced by years end and I don't mind. I'm finding it easier to socialize with strangers and even find my social anxiety lessening altogether. It used to be that when I went places I was mildly concerned with who was looking at me if anyone at all and if they were looking, were they judging at all. Now I find myself 99.99% free of even caring. If they wanna look then I don't care, if they judge for any reason then I've reached the point that I couldn't care less.
On another note I'm finding myself also wanting to be alone more often, I'm even more comfortable with solitude than I was a few months back. I'm fine when I'm around people but prefer it when I'm not.
On another note I'm finding myself also wanting to be alone more often, I'm even more comfortable with solitude than I was a few months back. I'm fine when I'm around people but prefer it when I'm not.
