The Modern Libertine's diary

[Cortez]

I'm doing the old Alpha Male 2011 now. Stage 1 sure is giving me some crazy dreams, most of them having to so with seduction, but in a very bizarre way...as the initial Alpha Male dreams tend to be. Damn, do I feel good, though. I'm still pretty indifferent to sex and lately I've been going around charming women with no intentions to have sex, just for the sake of their company. Maybe that's what this is all about, learning to enjoy the natural energy of women again. Well I am enjoying it quite a bit. I don't feel at all like the sex devil that I was last year, lmao. It was fun for a while, but it gets very tiring. I can already tell that I am really going to enjoy this run of the alpha male set. The 2010 version got rid of a lot of BS in my psyche and it was a little tough at time, but I feel none of that resistance this time. This should just be a fun ride in general.