Let's bend some reality and muse randomly - DMSI 3.1

[Have at ye]

I... I feel happy. I really do. It's like, actual happiness. Like I've accepted myself and the world. And I now know that I can do real work now, with actual factual progress, and do tons of great things, for myself and - through that - for others. I've been feeling like that since about Wednsday.

I did need quite a bit of DMSI to give myself this push, but it does feel like my internal scales have been tipped.

So, today I rest, tomorrow work work work, and I think I'm going to remove caffeine from my diet. And then most probably I will get rid of cigarettes. I do not need them to feel good anymore.