Massive shift yesterday evening after listening to B version. I was a totally different person operating on a whole different level of skillset, dealing with a total different set of cards. Like my mind was erased and replaced with a wholly new mind. I was totally IDGAF, other, spoke differently, acted differently, which did consume externally aswell. Like, my friends where showing different behaviour. It was weird. Also very lucid in manifesting 10s after coined manifesting a 9. My being went fully "a 9 huh? I show you a 10" its certain. Also when in this 10 mindset, my mind again coined up "why just one 10? Why not shifting to a harem of 10s and make you fully DMSI bossmode?" It was mindblowing. Got a new haircut. Had a strong headache this morning while listening to 2 loops of B right before going to get a new haircut. The girl, P, who is a pretty blond, did my hair. Before running my loops yesterday and getting from making the appointment, I was bombarded with IOIs when I walked in. Made e.c with her first and she showed strong signs. Nothing really physical, just those "knowing" moments. The owner, an older women, yet having this slight sexual spark in her eyes helped me making the appointment. This all was after before running B and the former day when I ran A. Before words were uttered, there was this relaxed gazing in eachothers eyes. Made the appointment, and left. I drove home and then it hit me. "I will undoubtly fuck "P"!" It crashed over me. Dazed on the road, deep breathing like some hyperventilating while blazingly executing A version.
Got my haircut today, done by "P". She was engaging and I like it. I felt not as dominant as on A tho, sort of held back still. She was directly helping me as the first. The dark chubby women who helps me sometimes jumped the gun almost and greeted me like it was some sprint.
The haircut is exactly as I envisioned it. Whatever resist still is unclear to me. Like, I know the drill. I love sub aftercare while being dom with my women, shoving my fingers in her mouth, playing around and hitting her face, owning her in sexual ways. Also, now I got my haircut, I know exactly whats coming next and there aint no stopping me. IDGAF. I have visions of pretty extreme body modifcations, such as tatts on obvious places in sight, such as my fingers, behind the ears. I really do not give 2 shits of what people say about this yet know aswell the permanence. Im shifted on a whole different trajectory since last night. My 10s give good/great head. Succes and financials is mine and whatever goal I set, the speed of attaining it is hella quick.
Tindr is gonna be hot. I know it. It will be. It arouses me.
What I realize on B, is, is the loops are flying by. When I look how my minutes to go, the loop is already almost over. On A it felt like eternity, on B its almost like timebending. It also seeks to reorganize me. Like, even the tought of junkfood makes me hella repulsive like let go, it aint you anymore, follow the instructions and go.
Got my haircut today, done by "P". She was engaging and I like it. I felt not as dominant as on A tho, sort of held back still. She was directly helping me as the first. The dark chubby women who helps me sometimes jumped the gun almost and greeted me like it was some sprint.
The haircut is exactly as I envisioned it. Whatever resist still is unclear to me. Like, I know the drill. I love sub aftercare while being dom with my women, shoving my fingers in her mouth, playing around and hitting her face, owning her in sexual ways. Also, now I got my haircut, I know exactly whats coming next and there aint no stopping me. IDGAF. I have visions of pretty extreme body modifcations, such as tatts on obvious places in sight, such as my fingers, behind the ears. I really do not give 2 shits of what people say about this yet know aswell the permanence. Im shifted on a whole different trajectory since last night. My 10s give good/great head. Succes and financials is mine and whatever goal I set, the speed of attaining it is hella quick.
Tindr is gonna be hot. I know it. It will be. It arouses me.
What I realize on B, is, is the loops are flying by. When I look how my minutes to go, the loop is already almost over. On A it felt like eternity, on B its almost like timebending. It also seeks to reorganize me. Like, even the tought of junkfood makes me hella repulsive like let go, it aint you anymore, follow the instructions and go.
