Interesting. E2 and DMSI took me away from red pill kind of stuff. But today after a week off i'm interested in it again, mainly the parts on masculinity.
Then weirdly when I started reading it I started to feel depressed again. Mainly around how society is attacking masculinity and such, I didn't really read the more anger filled articles.
Weird. Brings up the urge for AM again, I feel like all the healing and such has taken me away from that direction of masculinity and sensitized me a bit. I wonder how AM6 would go now with the healing i've done and the other things i've dealt with around abandonment.
Though i'm really still working on it so it may not be the best time yet as there is definately the deeper stuff hanging around, though it has improved.
So likely Universal Detox will be next. I was having an easy time having a break and didn't care until last night the urge to really start something else come up. I'll probably wait a little longer though.
And i'm still doing this other healing method combining some mindfulness and energy healing to get trauma and other things out of the body, which would confict with AM way more, but with UD it would work in a synergistic way.
Even the other stuff I was doing around learning to feel whole in myself and such seemed to go a little against DMSI which continually would push me to be obsessed about meeting girls everywhere, but atleast it did lead me to start to do that healing.
Then weirdly when I started reading it I started to feel depressed again. Mainly around how society is attacking masculinity and such, I didn't really read the more anger filled articles.
Weird. Brings up the urge for AM again, I feel like all the healing and such has taken me away from that direction of masculinity and sensitized me a bit. I wonder how AM6 would go now with the healing i've done and the other things i've dealt with around abandonment.
Though i'm really still working on it so it may not be the best time yet as there is definately the deeper stuff hanging around, though it has improved.
So likely Universal Detox will be next. I was having an easy time having a break and didn't care until last night the urge to really start something else come up. I'll probably wait a little longer though.
And i'm still doing this other healing method combining some mindfulness and energy healing to get trauma and other things out of the body, which would confict with AM way more, but with UD it would work in a synergistic way.
Even the other stuff I was doing around learning to feel whole in myself and such seemed to go a little against DMSI which continually would push me to be obsessed about meeting girls everywhere, but atleast it did lead me to start to do that healing.
