(09-18-2017, 06:19 AM)Wharrgarbl Wrote: I personally thought that you would use DMSI for a very long period of time. So this decision to run MHS and then MLS surprises me. I'm not suggesting resistance but I am curious as to why you are switching. You don't have to explain if it's rather personal, but you switching off of DMSI is rather unexpected to me.
I'm a man that feels like constant growth is necessary - and I'm also the type of person that must feel strongly. If the change is subtle, and the feeling of the change is subtle, I grow impatient. I'm pretty tumultuous, by nature. High highs, low lows.
DMSI smoothed out for me, to the point where I wasn't seeing change or growth. I wanted to see if the bloom period would increase that for me. In a way, it has.
I said to my wife, "Isn't it interesting? I've taken a break from listening to subs and I'm a lot nicer and easier to deal with, aren't I?" She agreed. I think listening to these later generation subliminals take so much out of me, I get irritated pretty easily. Not listening, I'm more patient and kind. Pretty strange.
The neediness/emptiness I felt sexually when I began DMSI was likely emotional. A lot of that has cleared, which is exactly what I wanted. The root of the itch has been whacked pretty good. It's not that I don't plan running DMSI 3.2, or future versions - indeed, DMSI has been a great program. I just need to keep growing.
