09-18-2017, 08:43 PM
(This post was last modified: 09-18-2017, 10:55 PM by SargeMaximus.)
Just got back from the gym. A few looks from girls but nothing extraordinary.
I miss the butt displays of yesterday (and by "yesterday" I mean: days past. Last one I had was a few days ago but it seems like an eternity
). *tear*
Anyhow, other than that brother seems trying to bond with me more.
Wish I knew how to bond. Feel like I'm dropping every single ball he's throwing my way. :/
EDIT: And then after the gym, convo with the brother was much better. Lots of laughs from him, tho I think I'm starting to notice different kinds of laughter. I could always kinda tell between fake laughter and genuine, but maybe now I'm starting to know what each different kind means.
Not aware of what makes him laugh, but when in the flow of things it's easy.
I wonder if this is the NSFM modules. Obviously I'm not talking about seducing my brother! I just mean that it flows so well, and it reminded me of the first time I was like that with my hairdresser. Need more of this.
I'm starting to think 3.1 just isn't powerful enough. I get subtle clues about what works and what doesn't but it's so subtle and fleeting that it can't be relied on. Need more glaring, "can't-ignore-it", obvious distinctions between what works and what doesn't, and then we also need modules to help us lock in what works and stop doing what doesn't.
EDIT 2: A few more notables:
- People enjoy talking to me more. Several hands were shook today at the conclusion of convos.
- Brother seemed disappointed when i left for the gym, like he didn't want me to go so abruptly or something.
I miss the butt displays of yesterday (and by "yesterday" I mean: days past. Last one I had was a few days ago but it seems like an eternity
). *tear*Anyhow, other than that brother seems trying to bond with me more.
Wish I knew how to bond. Feel like I'm dropping every single ball he's throwing my way. :/
EDIT: And then after the gym, convo with the brother was much better. Lots of laughs from him, tho I think I'm starting to notice different kinds of laughter. I could always kinda tell between fake laughter and genuine, but maybe now I'm starting to know what each different kind means.
Not aware of what makes him laugh, but when in the flow of things it's easy.
I wonder if this is the NSFM modules. Obviously I'm not talking about seducing my brother! I just mean that it flows so well, and it reminded me of the first time I was like that with my hairdresser. Need more of this.
I'm starting to think 3.1 just isn't powerful enough. I get subtle clues about what works and what doesn't but it's so subtle and fleeting that it can't be relied on. Need more glaring, "can't-ignore-it", obvious distinctions between what works and what doesn't, and then we also need modules to help us lock in what works and stop doing what doesn't.
EDIT 2: A few more notables:
- People enjoy talking to me more. Several hands were shook today at the conclusion of convos.
- Brother seemed disappointed when i left for the gym, like he didn't want me to go so abruptly or something.
