09-13-2017, 08:26 PM
Brief thoughts after first night of not listening. I had the best sleep i've had in a very long time.
I woke up feeling weird, insecure, anxious. But after not long that went into a relaxation. That didn't stick around.
But the general feeling is I feel like alot of pressure has been taken off. Which brings a thought of some feedback.
For me it seems, DMSI.. especially B may be too forceful. And it just ends up in an anger/frustration/fuck this response.. wanting to rage and alot of it being turned internally.. instead of actually going towards the goals.
Forcefulness tends to have the opposite effect for me than getting me to do things.
I woke up feeling weird, insecure, anxious. But after not long that went into a relaxation. That didn't stick around.
But the general feeling is I feel like alot of pressure has been taken off. Which brings a thought of some feedback.
For me it seems, DMSI.. especially B may be too forceful. And it just ends up in an anger/frustration/fuck this response.. wanting to rage and alot of it being turned internally.. instead of actually going towards the goals.
Forcefulness tends to have the opposite effect for me than getting me to do things.
