09-12-2017, 07:16 PM
Day 31
Alright folks time for an update. Desire to journal has been at an all time low for me as you can tell. I missed out on all the drama in the forum, for better or worse.
I am really liking this sub so far. I have stopped expecting for a genius moment to occur. Rather, the value of the sub for me so far has been in the motivation part. Just a marked increase in motivation to do what I want to do, and also greater clarity in what it is I want to do in the first place. I have decided to shelf martial arts till November or next year. It's not procrastination, I really want to do it, but these days my mind has been captivated by contemporary dance again. I dance at least 4 days a week now. Plus gym 3 days a week and tennis once a week. Physically I'm kind of maxed out now, which I am happy about. After October my dance load will lessen a lot, so maybe I can slot in some martial arts classes there.
Interest in girls is at an all time low. I haven't been on tinder at all for the past two weeks. No desire to return. Though I do get horny when I listen to the sub, to the point I am having a masturbation issue now. Masturbation frequency rose from maybe once a week in DMSI to 4-5 times a week.
I am also more irritable that on DMSI. I observe that I snap easily at things that waste my time and don't gain me anything. On the other hand, when there's a chance to learn, I get hooked easily. For example, last week I went on a five day dance trip to Malaysia. I learned a card game called resistance from the others. I felt such a strong tunnel vision and I was hell bent on mastering it quickly and crush them (which I did :p). Maybe I should get into card games. Also, in the dance piece I am rehearsing now I am tasked to choreograph a 15 minute part. I found myself hooked. It's a fascinating task but very challenging. I got stuck many many times but instead of getting frustrated and giving up, I somehow believe that I will be able to do it.
On the business side, the motivation boost from MLS has been highly appreciated. Everyday I wake up looking forward to working on my business. Since starting MLS, I have done things that boosted my profits by 60%. I am now more than halfway to a 6 figure monthly income.
I am definitely staying with MLS for the planned 3 months. There's no arguing with the results!
Alright folks time for an update. Desire to journal has been at an all time low for me as you can tell. I missed out on all the drama in the forum, for better or worse.
I am really liking this sub so far. I have stopped expecting for a genius moment to occur. Rather, the value of the sub for me so far has been in the motivation part. Just a marked increase in motivation to do what I want to do, and also greater clarity in what it is I want to do in the first place. I have decided to shelf martial arts till November or next year. It's not procrastination, I really want to do it, but these days my mind has been captivated by contemporary dance again. I dance at least 4 days a week now. Plus gym 3 days a week and tennis once a week. Physically I'm kind of maxed out now, which I am happy about. After October my dance load will lessen a lot, so maybe I can slot in some martial arts classes there.
Interest in girls is at an all time low. I haven't been on tinder at all for the past two weeks. No desire to return. Though I do get horny when I listen to the sub, to the point I am having a masturbation issue now. Masturbation frequency rose from maybe once a week in DMSI to 4-5 times a week.
I am also more irritable that on DMSI. I observe that I snap easily at things that waste my time and don't gain me anything. On the other hand, when there's a chance to learn, I get hooked easily. For example, last week I went on a five day dance trip to Malaysia. I learned a card game called resistance from the others. I felt such a strong tunnel vision and I was hell bent on mastering it quickly and crush them (which I did :p). Maybe I should get into card games. Also, in the dance piece I am rehearsing now I am tasked to choreograph a 15 minute part. I found myself hooked. It's a fascinating task but very challenging. I got stuck many many times but instead of getting frustrated and giving up, I somehow believe that I will be able to do it.
On the business side, the motivation boost from MLS has been highly appreciated. Everyday I wake up looking forward to working on my business. Since starting MLS, I have done things that boosted my profits by 60%. I am now more than halfway to a 6 figure monthly income.
I am definitely staying with MLS for the planned 3 months. There's no arguing with the results!
