I forgot to mention that I lowered the volume significantly on the hybrid track. I was listening at a volume of 73 on the Neutron app, and now I'm playing it on 37. Flipped the numbers. I'm also using the Sennheisers again. I used the sleep/cozy phones during my trip, and I can definitely tell the difference. I'm even able to sleep on my side sometimes, so it's not so bad.
This setup is doing something, besides giving me recall of sexual dreams. I'm feeling more unsettled and anxious again. I've had a few resistance headaches, and I get mentally tired easier.
I took the kids to my wife's hospital this afternoon. They have a new NICU wing they are opening next week, and it was an Open House of sorts. I just so happened to time our arrival with quite a few people I've met before. Many of those people are my wife's very attractive colleagues. I was pretty quiet, even felt annoyed. I wasn't even looking for any IOIs. I just kinda held myself back and let my wife do the talking. Everyone was commenting on the kids, anyway. The odd thing that occurred was I got extremely dizzy. It was really strange, because I could tell it was an "energetic" dizziness. I've always been "sensitive" to energy - but this is only the second place I've experienced this.
To elaborate, there was a shooter some years ago in my city in a department store. The man starting shooting an assault rifle and killed a lot of people, and then himself. Every time I go shopping there, especially on the third floor, I get this same dizziness. I've experienced it many, many times. I never remember until it happens, and I can't help but think it has something to do with a dark energetic imprint from that even all those years ago...
Anyway, interesting, and I feel tempted to take the bloom break - but I assume that's resistance. I'm going to keep with the low-volume 2 loops hybrid FLAC, 3.1-B, until I level out or can't stand the resistance anymore.
This setup is doing something, besides giving me recall of sexual dreams. I'm feeling more unsettled and anxious again. I've had a few resistance headaches, and I get mentally tired easier.
I took the kids to my wife's hospital this afternoon. They have a new NICU wing they are opening next week, and it was an Open House of sorts. I just so happened to time our arrival with quite a few people I've met before. Many of those people are my wife's very attractive colleagues. I was pretty quiet, even felt annoyed. I wasn't even looking for any IOIs. I just kinda held myself back and let my wife do the talking. Everyone was commenting on the kids, anyway. The odd thing that occurred was I got extremely dizzy. It was really strange, because I could tell it was an "energetic" dizziness. I've always been "sensitive" to energy - but this is only the second place I've experienced this.
To elaborate, there was a shooter some years ago in my city in a department store. The man starting shooting an assault rifle and killed a lot of people, and then himself. Every time I go shopping there, especially on the third floor, I get this same dizziness. I've experienced it many, many times. I never remember until it happens, and I can't help but think it has something to do with a dark energetic imprint from that even all those years ago...
Anyway, interesting, and I feel tempted to take the bloom break - but I assume that's resistance. I'm going to keep with the low-volume 2 loops hybrid FLAC, 3.1-B, until I level out or can't stand the resistance anymore.
