I've not been replying since I've been in hurricane prep mode the last two days. But I've been using the sub. I'm at my mom's now, which is not comfortable, but I've kept my space and have been listening to Subs the entire time, even keeping my phone in my pocket listening to ultra Sonic. I live between Miami and Orlando on the east coast of Florida, and in truth I've been trying to Shield myself from the constant fear and panic people have been fed and are digesting readily. It kind of pisses me off that people are so gullible. We have a storm coming, but the news only shows " you are going to die!" I even made a joke with co-worker on his last day that I text him saying "are you dead yet?"
I'll try not to puke about that much more, but I realize we and I have been trained to be addicted to fear. Fear overrides logic in a heartbeat. Puke.
It's kind of funny, This Thread is supposed to be on Ultimate detox. I've noticed clearly that I was responding and reacting differently to the impending stress when I was still at work. No kidding. Instead of agreeing with impending stress, I began to make fun of it. This was cool, since my first reaction before this was to become angry with myself for keeping my dissonance inside. I rarely agree with the common consensus of what is, and I knew that this was a storm like any other, maybe stronger but we survived many many storms here in Florida. My coworker is from Britain, he's never been in a hurricane, but he was glued to his cell phone, constantly watching horrifying updates of worst-case scenarios. And my reaction, surprisingly, was I found humor in the stupidity of it. I've been a cynic of the media for years, and this storm just highlights it all. Living here with my mom for the last 36 hours, I've had to separate myself from her. She lives with the weather on, and constantly wants to reiterate bad stories she's heard. I see it as a reason to remain afraid. And just being honest, it's starting to piss me off. I cannot change her but something's pissing me off.
Okay, off focus again. :-) I realize that the sub handles mental emotional and physical aspects, and I got it specifically for the mental and emotional aspects. However, I'm becoming slowly aware of the mental changes or preferences for Foods that I've turned to. Example, coffee. I've been drinking a lot of caffeine for a long time, knowing that it inhibits growth emotionally. I haven't changed habits as of this moment, but something feels different. Like something is changing in me Slowly, and that is so cool. I never knew that that can happen with subliminals. That is Flippin awesome.
And by the way, I've been greatly attracted to working on me in the last 48 hours, so I've been reading up on dmsi. I really underestimated its power. I've been reading different threads assuming it would be all about sex, but I was very very wrong. It hits the emotional core, the truth that we hide from ourselves, about who we are. I'm hoping some of that is in Ultimate detox. I'll run its full course, and then I will definitely jump into dmsi.
Well, I might be under estimating this, but I feel humorous as I finish writing this. Not sad, not morose, not defeated. That's a real good feeling. I wonder if that was part of the script.
I'll try not to puke about that much more, but I realize we and I have been trained to be addicted to fear. Fear overrides logic in a heartbeat. Puke.
It's kind of funny, This Thread is supposed to be on Ultimate detox. I've noticed clearly that I was responding and reacting differently to the impending stress when I was still at work. No kidding. Instead of agreeing with impending stress, I began to make fun of it. This was cool, since my first reaction before this was to become angry with myself for keeping my dissonance inside. I rarely agree with the common consensus of what is, and I knew that this was a storm like any other, maybe stronger but we survived many many storms here in Florida. My coworker is from Britain, he's never been in a hurricane, but he was glued to his cell phone, constantly watching horrifying updates of worst-case scenarios. And my reaction, surprisingly, was I found humor in the stupidity of it. I've been a cynic of the media for years, and this storm just highlights it all. Living here with my mom for the last 36 hours, I've had to separate myself from her. She lives with the weather on, and constantly wants to reiterate bad stories she's heard. I see it as a reason to remain afraid. And just being honest, it's starting to piss me off. I cannot change her but something's pissing me off.
Okay, off focus again. :-) I realize that the sub handles mental emotional and physical aspects, and I got it specifically for the mental and emotional aspects. However, I'm becoming slowly aware of the mental changes or preferences for Foods that I've turned to. Example, coffee. I've been drinking a lot of caffeine for a long time, knowing that it inhibits growth emotionally. I haven't changed habits as of this moment, but something feels different. Like something is changing in me Slowly, and that is so cool. I never knew that that can happen with subliminals. That is Flippin awesome.
And by the way, I've been greatly attracted to working on me in the last 48 hours, so I've been reading up on dmsi. I really underestimated its power. I've been reading different threads assuming it would be all about sex, but I was very very wrong. It hits the emotional core, the truth that we hide from ourselves, about who we are. I'm hoping some of that is in Ultimate detox. I'll run its full course, and then I will definitely jump into dmsi.
Well, I might be under estimating this, but I feel humorous as I finish writing this. Not sad, not morose, not defeated. That's a real good feeling. I wonder if that was part of the script.
I want to be FREE!
