Back to just 2 loops of hybrid FLAC, Version B. It's been interesting, because I'm having sexual dreams I can remember. Finally! If not for this, I'd be taking a bloom-break. I'm going to do a bloom break, to see what occurs, before I go back to Version A for the final time.
On the dream theme, I ordered and started drinking Mugwort tea. Last night was my first...mug...of it.
I actually had a hard time getting to sleep. I used two teabags, steeped for 20 minutes in boiling water. May have been a bit much. I did have some pretty vivid dreams - nothing seemingly DMSI related.
I'm hoping it will kick up some lucid dreaming, that'd be awesome.
Hot neighbor stopped by the other day to talk to my wife while she was out on the front porch swing. I like her - she's young, cute, well-endowed, smart, and has an awesome sense of humor. I heard her voice, so I went outside. IOIs galore, but again, that's where the buck stops - as always. Her finger never left her lips, I thought she'd rub them off!
Still playing guitar every day. This sub is really pushing me on this front. I'm even starting to look at open mic nights for singer/songwriters. The only issue I'm having is that my guitar playing isn't up-to-snuff (IMO). That makes me want to go the MLS route, but I just...can't.
Speaking of that, I also took the non-official IQ test that Raz posted about in his MLS journal. My son was watching his tablet, the TV was on, and when I started it, I wasn't prepared for how stressed the time-component would make me. I haven't taken a legit test for years. Even so, I scored in the "above average" intelligence range - which shocked me. I left so many things blank. Even so, I was also very disappointed in myself. First thing I said was, "I thought I was smarter than that." But that's typical of me, after years of dumbing myself down to be more well-liked, when I don't live up to my full potential I beat myself up. I'm sure MLS would help with that, too. I wasn't surprised to see that I'm not a visual learner, that I'm "very proficient/good with numbers," (music and math actually go hand-in-hand), but most surprising was my lower scores in perception and logic! Maybe I'll take it again sometime under better conditions - or I'll just wait until after I have a few months of MLS under my belt (whenever that'd be).
On the dream theme, I ordered and started drinking Mugwort tea. Last night was my first...mug...of it.
I actually had a hard time getting to sleep. I used two teabags, steeped for 20 minutes in boiling water. May have been a bit much. I did have some pretty vivid dreams - nothing seemingly DMSI related.
I'm hoping it will kick up some lucid dreaming, that'd be awesome.
Hot neighbor stopped by the other day to talk to my wife while she was out on the front porch swing. I like her - she's young, cute, well-endowed, smart, and has an awesome sense of humor. I heard her voice, so I went outside. IOIs galore, but again, that's where the buck stops - as always. Her finger never left her lips, I thought she'd rub them off!
Still playing guitar every day. This sub is really pushing me on this front. I'm even starting to look at open mic nights for singer/songwriters. The only issue I'm having is that my guitar playing isn't up-to-snuff (IMO). That makes me want to go the MLS route, but I just...can't.
Speaking of that, I also took the non-official IQ test that Raz posted about in his MLS journal. My son was watching his tablet, the TV was on, and when I started it, I wasn't prepared for how stressed the time-component would make me. I haven't taken a legit test for years. Even so, I scored in the "above average" intelligence range - which shocked me. I left so many things blank. Even so, I was also very disappointed in myself. First thing I said was, "I thought I was smarter than that." But that's typical of me, after years of dumbing myself down to be more well-liked, when I don't live up to my full potential I beat myself up. I'm sure MLS would help with that, too. I wasn't surprised to see that I'm not a visual learner, that I'm "very proficient/good with numbers," (music and math actually go hand-in-hand), but most surprising was my lower scores in perception and logic! Maybe I'll take it again sometime under better conditions - or I'll just wait until after I have a few months of MLS under my belt (whenever that'd be).
