Today was unusual. An alternative store was having a thing to celebrate how long they have been open so I went along. I was feeling strangely anxious and like I wouldn't have anything to say to anyone when I went but I still felt the urge to go.
Got a coffee and just allowed myself to feel it, interestingly despite that when I got there I kind of just naturally talked to a few people. One girl I knew, another that I didn't. I didn't stay for that long as there wasn't as much going on as i'd hoped. It was interesting how though I felt anxious I kind of naturally talked to a few people when I got there, i'd say it has something to do with B.
Now i've been frustrated there's nothing else to do and sitting at home I have this strange anxiousness in my body and just wanting to get out somewhere, i've messaged a few girls on POF and I felt the feelings were around that, but I think it's actually wanting to go out and do something more but unfortunately there's not alot especially on a cold day like this.
As much as we can say "You create the reality, not the environment" the environment constricts me quite a bit in times like these.
Got a coffee and just allowed myself to feel it, interestingly despite that when I got there I kind of just naturally talked to a few people. One girl I knew, another that I didn't. I didn't stay for that long as there wasn't as much going on as i'd hoped. It was interesting how though I felt anxious I kind of naturally talked to a few people when I got there, i'd say it has something to do with B.
Now i've been frustrated there's nothing else to do and sitting at home I have this strange anxiousness in my body and just wanting to get out somewhere, i've messaged a few girls on POF and I felt the feelings were around that, but I think it's actually wanting to go out and do something more but unfortunately there's not alot especially on a cold day like this.
As much as we can say "You create the reality, not the environment" the environment constricts me quite a bit in times like these.
