I have a few fears that are making me want to go back to DMSI.
They are genuine fears.
I fear losing motivation to game women so intensely will kill my desire to lift weights, because all i think about in the gym is banging women and its the reason i dont skip gym in the morning when im tired ect.
i also fear alpha male will make me too logical and not want to pursue music. (im killing it right now in hip hop, have people sending me audio over facebook in a emotional / dramatic way and genuinely LOVE what I just created) some who dont listen to hip hop and some who are experts in hip hop and mastering. I'm improved dramatically.
I think I want to go back to DMSI, I already feel the AM emotionless coming and my communication with people over facebook becoming slightly more unemotional.
I feel like i'm already alpha enough without alpha male and although il get more alpha im scared to lose the person that I am at this moment. Because I am happier then I have ever been in my life RIGHT NOW.
so im scared AM will regress me or change my personality/direction into something that makes me less happy or less motivated.
Think I might just ride DMSI out. sorry for my flakiness guys.
They are genuine fears.
I fear losing motivation to game women so intensely will kill my desire to lift weights, because all i think about in the gym is banging women and its the reason i dont skip gym in the morning when im tired ect.
i also fear alpha male will make me too logical and not want to pursue music. (im killing it right now in hip hop, have people sending me audio over facebook in a emotional / dramatic way and genuinely LOVE what I just created) some who dont listen to hip hop and some who are experts in hip hop and mastering. I'm improved dramatically.
I think I want to go back to DMSI, I already feel the AM emotionless coming and my communication with people over facebook becoming slightly more unemotional.
I feel like i'm already alpha enough without alpha male and although il get more alpha im scared to lose the person that I am at this moment. Because I am happier then I have ever been in my life RIGHT NOW.
so im scared AM will regress me or change my personality/direction into something that makes me less happy or less motivated.
Think I might just ride DMSI out. sorry for my flakiness guys.