just a quick update on basically everything, as I dont know really anymore whats happening or whatever, and what DMSI is working on. I feel it can go way deeper and in a sense I dont really give a shit anymore about it. im all in for the healing at this point and because of the smoking quitting, im a bit off about it, fragile, weak or something, like, having a slight headache and lightness, which will stabalize over tim eprobably.
Talking about time...
I notice how im perceiving myself out of place sometimes. like, watching outside of the loop of what we call reality.
Also, Im having continuous visions of tie-ing my women up, gagging them, and fucking them. also, having dominating visions at times, not really hallucinating, but rather being aware and having a certain depth of having several girls around me, littles, kittens and the such.
Financial something big is gonna happen, I feel and sense it in my bones, im pretty excited about it.
Oh, and doing whatever the fuck I wanna do, monotize it, yet plugging and tuning in on the process. financial its a very big happening now, and repaying my dad is met with excited anticipation of it all, furthermore, im drilling on, and moving on in life. DMSI is pretty much aswell drilling shitton of instructions and scripting in my brain, so the whole surrendering to DMSi makes sense. Otherwise, whats the freakin point of running DMSI?
My levels of confidence are growing, clearing is happening simultaneously on those levels, which now unlocks everything I do. I feel life flowing through me, non resistant in that way, yet deepenin and deepenin...
I know EXACTLY what to do next again, writing and journalling outside of these forums will be picked up again to work out new pqassive income streams, also, knowing how exactly I want to have the bedroom now. Thinking about moving out my current home is soemthing I want, and it will happen, already as of now, the universe knows. damn....it never gets old, when you have this sense of knowing itll be done. Im thrilled to know that its already a reality, like all other things envisioned. HO-LY Sh*t!
Oh yeash, what is also pretty big is that I begin to develop a strong confidence, self ability and certainty that women on the Phone are no concern anymore and approaching them will be succesfull. pretty huge considering before it was unthinkable.
Edit: im throwing off shackles one after another. Right now im feeling darn good. My tastes getting extremer. Things having their places. Mysteria and what not aswell in speech. More bein fine with the extremer versions of bdsm such as the huge X on the wall. My toys have their places. My attitude intensifies. It was first an ddlg thing. Now more pure dom-sub dynamic or rather master slave evolving.
Its strong experimental, willingly leading as my nature, heavily empathized with an IDGAF attitude. So that gives the way to it.
Talking about time...
I notice how im perceiving myself out of place sometimes. like, watching outside of the loop of what we call reality.
Also, Im having continuous visions of tie-ing my women up, gagging them, and fucking them. also, having dominating visions at times, not really hallucinating, but rather being aware and having a certain depth of having several girls around me, littles, kittens and the such.
Financial something big is gonna happen, I feel and sense it in my bones, im pretty excited about it.
Oh, and doing whatever the fuck I wanna do, monotize it, yet plugging and tuning in on the process. financial its a very big happening now, and repaying my dad is met with excited anticipation of it all, furthermore, im drilling on, and moving on in life. DMSI is pretty much aswell drilling shitton of instructions and scripting in my brain, so the whole surrendering to DMSi makes sense. Otherwise, whats the freakin point of running DMSI?
My levels of confidence are growing, clearing is happening simultaneously on those levels, which now unlocks everything I do. I feel life flowing through me, non resistant in that way, yet deepenin and deepenin...
I know EXACTLY what to do next again, writing and journalling outside of these forums will be picked up again to work out new pqassive income streams, also, knowing how exactly I want to have the bedroom now. Thinking about moving out my current home is soemthing I want, and it will happen, already as of now, the universe knows. damn....it never gets old, when you have this sense of knowing itll be done. Im thrilled to know that its already a reality, like all other things envisioned. HO-LY Sh*t!
Oh yeash, what is also pretty big is that I begin to develop a strong confidence, self ability and certainty that women on the Phone are no concern anymore and approaching them will be succesfull. pretty huge considering before it was unthinkable.
Edit: im throwing off shackles one after another. Right now im feeling darn good. My tastes getting extremer. Things having their places. Mysteria and what not aswell in speech. More bein fine with the extremer versions of bdsm such as the huge X on the wall. My toys have their places. My attitude intensifies. It was first an ddlg thing. Now more pure dom-sub dynamic or rather master slave evolving.
Its strong experimental, willingly leading as my nature, heavily empathized with an IDGAF attitude. So that gives the way to it.
