Version B weirdness is back. Last time I felt really awkward and weird. This time I don't as much but there is something weird again.
Went out to a restaurant with a couple of friends and talked to the waitress a few times and she was just weird. Said something when she come to the table and she just took it badly, everything I said just seemed 'wrong'. Whereas times i've been feeling good and not projecting some weird vibe like I feel happens a bit on B whatever I say is fine.
Plus more than that when i'm feeling weird like this it makes me come up with the wrong things, but when i'm in flow I come up with the right things.
Tonight everything just seemed wrong. I was a little uptight for a while and relaxed in the end. Then weirdly not long before leaving I relaxed a bit and just asked her how her night had been and got a smile from her, like I was just being normal instead of trying to say something 'funny' or whatever got a better reaction.
The first day after starting listening at the gym felt awesome, but now the weirdness is coming in again, not the same awkward feeling of last time on B but something is definately 'off'.
Most of the time on B last time I was actually getting bad and weird reactions from girls where on A most of the time positive responses. And on A i'd feel better but B just makes me feel awkward, weird and 'off'.
Enough that i've briefly considered stopping DMSI now instead of in another month which is the date I had the long term plan to do DMSI until. I'll give it a little longer but if this weirdness persists I don't know how long i'll be able to.
Going from A where i'd mostly feel relaxed and most girls i'd talk to respond well to B and suddenly becoming a social retard.. err.. it's not fun.
Went out to a restaurant with a couple of friends and talked to the waitress a few times and she was just weird. Said something when she come to the table and she just took it badly, everything I said just seemed 'wrong'. Whereas times i've been feeling good and not projecting some weird vibe like I feel happens a bit on B whatever I say is fine.
Plus more than that when i'm feeling weird like this it makes me come up with the wrong things, but when i'm in flow I come up with the right things.
Tonight everything just seemed wrong. I was a little uptight for a while and relaxed in the end. Then weirdly not long before leaving I relaxed a bit and just asked her how her night had been and got a smile from her, like I was just being normal instead of trying to say something 'funny' or whatever got a better reaction.
The first day after starting listening at the gym felt awesome, but now the weirdness is coming in again, not the same awkward feeling of last time on B but something is definately 'off'.
Most of the time on B last time I was actually getting bad and weird reactions from girls where on A most of the time positive responses. And on A i'd feel better but B just makes me feel awkward, weird and 'off'.
Enough that i've briefly considered stopping DMSI now instead of in another month which is the date I had the long term plan to do DMSI until. I'll give it a little longer but if this weirdness persists I don't know how long i'll be able to.
Going from A where i'd mostly feel relaxed and most girls i'd talk to respond well to B and suddenly becoming a social retard.. err.. it's not fun.
