Tiger's Blood - DMSI 3.1A -Don Juan, Hugh Hefner, Tony Montana, Raykon

[Raykon]

I haven't smoked weed today, threw away my weed pipe and had no urge to relapse on weed.

I did however end up fapping while going to bed because I started "edging"..

Can't do that anymore. I lasted 144 days once without fapping 4 years ago. I can do it again. It took me a few tries to get to that point because I kept edging and failing. I CANT do that though this time around. I need to harness this energy and see my full potentional. I remember 4 years ago when I stopped fapping for 144 days I had the best eye contact and self esteem around women I had ever had prior to that. (it was the no porn that did it, i also didn't watch porn during those 144 days)




Anyways, I keep thinking how stupid I am to not have gotten that strippers number, she was clearly into me she even said it her self and she clearly wanted to bang me. Learning lesson though, next time I get such strong IoI's and sex signals from a women I'm GOING TO ESCALATE THINGS into relationship/bang.


I HATE looking back in regret, such a terrible feeling. Oh well, it's all about the journey, one day I'll look back laughing.