09-05-2017, 05:55 PM
(09-05-2017, 02:10 PM)RTBoss Wrote:(09-05-2017, 07:57 AM)Rayhon Wrote: It's time to elevate things to another level. My physique is looking good again, Only thing holding me back now is Marijuana. I promise from here on in I will completely cut it out. I ran out and don't want to do it anymore.
DMSI is affecting targets around me and I have been smoking weed daily. I can't imagine to see what happens when I don't smoke.
Not only that but I need to get my personal development up, start reading books and becoming the best man I can be.
I am a man that unfortunately it's hard for me to settle for women that aren't up to my high standards. I want that 9 or 10/10 female, like that stripper I had a dance from.
I can't settle for life, and women don't want to settle either so I need to push myself in all aspects in life to get to the point where having these women in my life is just second nature and normal.
I promise I will NOT FAP ANYMORE, and NOT SMOKE WEED. MY happyness and joy in life depends on whether I can defeat these vices, becoming viceless is key.
I need TO BE ALPHA in all aspects and masturbating every day and not getting laid is the easy way out.
I want to harness my energy's and use them for sex and self development, not release them or become distracted by escapes like weed.
TIME TO KILL IT, **** FAILURE.
Life goes in cycles and I am in a good cycle right now, I need to maintain this, elevate it even more and make sure I don't fall off.
If anyone has any idea how to stay grounded, stress free and happy please let me know.
Make it your life mission to constantly seek to make yourself better. That journey involves accepting that there are ups & downs (or cycles, as you say) and merely prepare yourself, to the best of your ability, to take on those challenging times and become a better man for it. Then, during your up/good cycles, use the momentum to propel yourself forward again.
Life is never going to let up, so you gotta take it head on. Eventually, you get to a place of personal power - an internal fortitude of strength - that will give you the confidence that you can do and get through anything life throws at you.
Thanks for the advice. I've been thinking about this too, You're right, life will never slow down, either I decay / die or I become stronger then I am, and continue to increase in strength.
I have so much determination now I just need to do what you said exactly. Not let myself go back downhill for too long, and use my momentum to keep driving and pushing harder then ever.
Its amazing how things fall into place the more you focus on improving yourself. I let myself go for a while and I suffered greatly, more depression, more fatique, less motivation and more neediness.
I control my destiny, and my path in life. And I want a life of abundance and joy, harmless pleasure.