Dang, I've been on Version B for over a month!? What?!
Anyway, I am back to E2 levels of non-desire to post in my journal. It's probably because so much has become "normal" to me, I don't feel it's post-worthy.
I'm still feeling amazing, on-top-of-the-world, internally. I just upped my loops to 6 via sway testing. Dowsing pissed me off when I couldn't get it to answer in any consistent way for a few days straight a few weeks ago. I had been doing variations of 5 and 3 loops, but then decided to actually sway test. 6 loops. So we'll see where that goes.
I swear DMSI made me a better fisherman while I was on my trip. It was crazy, as if my energy/aura gave me preference over anyone near me for the fish to bite. Some dickwad would come fish too close to me, throw his line in the water, and come up with nothing. Then I'd throw in and catch a nice keeper.
Anyway, externals on the lady front is just more of the same. Lots of looks, lots of attraction, women opening me saying "Hi," but nothing blatant or extreme.
Had a talk with my wife about a hunch as to why we're not having sex. Be warned, gross visuals ahead. A few weeks ago, she told me she thought her lady-secretions were thick and "gross." She was quite sure it was because it would have been her time-of-the-month, and her hormones were fluctuating. I said I wanted to avoid seeing that, and made a face (big mistake). Well, a day or so ago, I was reading up on supplements to increase male ejaculate. I came across lecithin - which I've had much success with in the past. I thought, "Oh, my wife has some on hand to keep her milk thinner, to avoid getting mastitis again!" Then I thought, "Hmmm...if it makes men produce more and thicker ejaculate, could it affect women this way as well?" So today I asked if her secretions were still thick, and if that's why she was hesitant to have sex. She said, "YES! IT'S SO DISGUSTING!" Then I told her the culprit was likely the lecithin. I also made sure she was aware I'm okay with it, that I wouldn't be grossed out. So I guess we'll see if we have sex tonight.
Anyway, I am back to E2 levels of non-desire to post in my journal. It's probably because so much has become "normal" to me, I don't feel it's post-worthy.
I'm still feeling amazing, on-top-of-the-world, internally. I just upped my loops to 6 via sway testing. Dowsing pissed me off when I couldn't get it to answer in any consistent way for a few days straight a few weeks ago. I had been doing variations of 5 and 3 loops, but then decided to actually sway test. 6 loops. So we'll see where that goes.
I swear DMSI made me a better fisherman while I was on my trip. It was crazy, as if my energy/aura gave me preference over anyone near me for the fish to bite. Some dickwad would come fish too close to me, throw his line in the water, and come up with nothing. Then I'd throw in and catch a nice keeper.
Anyway, externals on the lady front is just more of the same. Lots of looks, lots of attraction, women opening me saying "Hi," but nothing blatant or extreme.
Had a talk with my wife about a hunch as to why we're not having sex. Be warned, gross visuals ahead. A few weeks ago, she told me she thought her lady-secretions were thick and "gross." She was quite sure it was because it would have been her time-of-the-month, and her hormones were fluctuating. I said I wanted to avoid seeing that, and made a face (big mistake). Well, a day or so ago, I was reading up on supplements to increase male ejaculate. I came across lecithin - which I've had much success with in the past. I thought, "Oh, my wife has some on hand to keep her milk thinner, to avoid getting mastitis again!" Then I thought, "Hmmm...if it makes men produce more and thicker ejaculate, could it affect women this way as well?" So today I asked if her secretions were still thick, and if that's why she was hesitant to have sex. She said, "YES! IT'S SO DISGUSTING!" Then I told her the culprit was likely the lecithin. I also made sure she was aware I'm okay with it, that I wouldn't be grossed out. So I guess we'll see if we have sex tonight.
