09-04-2017, 01:23 AM
Day 7 - I seem to be on a cycle of elation and motivation one day, slothful recovery the next. Today was a high day. Super energetic, absolutely more productive at work and wasn't watching the clock for a change. The women I've been having difficulty with have all backed off and actually paid me compliments today, which was a pleasant surprise. The male attention continues...to the point where a stranger airdropped porn to me when I was walking at lunchtime. Bizarre!! A male colleague actually remarked that other men seem to be more attentive than usual so it's not my imagination. My own level of sexual desire is heightened and my orgasms are increasing in velocity, noticeably...not that lack of desire has ever been a problem lol. The most notable thing for me though is my confidence in expressing myself. For example, things I would usually want to say/text but either choose to censor or moderate I now just think 'stuff it, I'm just going to say what I want'. And I'm really not afraid of the consequences (not that I'm being rude or confrontational...I am just realising that I used to be very guarded and plan messages based upon a theoretical response, whereas now I find myself being true to what I'm really thinking).
Today was awesome
Today was awesome
