09-03-2017, 04:58 PM
Hmm.
Got a direct result today, my brain - of course - decided to do the "subconscious self-protection" thing and went into trauma mode right before sex (the kind of withdrawn, ptsd "protect the brain from damage" thing that sometimes happens; you'll know what I'm talking about if you've ever experienced it). Obviously, I was unable to get an erection firm enough for penetrative sex. Felt kinda crappy afterwards, was on the brink of tears on my way home, despite the girl being very understanding.
I will probably describe it in more detail tomorrow, as I'm already way past bedtime and need to get up tomorrow fresh. I'm skipping DMSI for tonight. Will get back to it tomorrow. Feeling really worn out.
Got a direct result today, my brain - of course - decided to do the "subconscious self-protection" thing and went into trauma mode right before sex (the kind of withdrawn, ptsd "protect the brain from damage" thing that sometimes happens; you'll know what I'm talking about if you've ever experienced it). Obviously, I was unable to get an erection firm enough for penetrative sex. Felt kinda crappy afterwards, was on the brink of tears on my way home, despite the girl being very understanding.
I will probably describe it in more detail tomorrow, as I'm already way past bedtime and need to get up tomorrow fresh. I'm skipping DMSI for tonight. Will get back to it tomorrow. Feeling really worn out.
