08-28-2017, 11:45 AM
Day 179
I just wanted to point out interesting kind of resistance I'm experiencing right now. I like curvy girls (not too thin and not too fat, just so then have nice tits, butts and legs) and that girl I've asked out is of this type. And while back on the capt I could not look enough at her body and I though she's exactly my type now there are thoughts that she might be too fat for me...
Why, now that I managed to ask a girl out for the first time since I broke up with my ex in winter, do I self-sabotage myself with thoughts like that?
I just wanted to point out interesting kind of resistance I'm experiencing right now. I like curvy girls (not too thin and not too fat, just so then have nice tits, butts and legs) and that girl I've asked out is of this type. And while back on the capt I could not look enough at her body and I though she's exactly my type now there are thoughts that she might be too fat for me...
Why, now that I managed to ask a girl out for the first time since I broke up with my ex in winter, do I self-sabotage myself with thoughts like that?
For not by numbers of men, nor by measure of body, but by valor of soul is war to be decided.
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
