2 loops of A this morning. DMSI becomes morning routine. Playing it while handling some stuff meanwhile.
Been thinking as to where I am now. And the truth /fact is, im already having tons of chicks. I see some crazy manifestation snowballing effect comin. B made me very business focussed and am realizing how it all ties in to eachother. Like, the affirmation "its easy" eases up many things and give a shitton of oppurtunities now about business, dreams, goals, manifestation, women. Its like a dome coverage of it all as a full package of it all. Becoming financial succesfully more while having girls on the side. In a way I see main girl working aswell.
Having the urge to reorganize the bedroom for all kind of kink related things. Im way more selective in what to entertain in terms if thought and attention. Dont waste your mind on bullshit. Im pursuing the idea of photography. My goals change aswell which is fine. I even go ass far as seeing a future of working in the porn world with several 10's. Its so effortless. All liberation now.
Not much to notice other ways the last few days. A seems to work on deeper things. Im struggling with old vs new programming and it does reflect in confusion and social unease. Almost inept behaviour which aswell could be the high amounts of loops drilling in my brain. ( 7 loops )
Things are breakingthrough in women department. I see a bright vision ahead of me. Also I match with high end wealth like it seeks out me. Guesd the gap is more so closing. Contrast also serves greatly. The proclamation of "its easy" shatters bs. It streamlines me aswell and causes lots to snowball for me. Things look definitely up for me now. Dates are bein settled soon. Its crazy how many matches I have. Dtf and fuckbuddies. Sex non strings attached and running the dynamic.
At times there is this "surrendering" thing going on aswell as feeling of "going crazy/mental stirr up" which is needed and causing the bloom behind it to manifest/come out. Guess its the subC last retreat. Zen as fxck.
Quick edit: the fear of reverting back might actually be a or the rootsource and removing it/dissolving/accepting it will cause DMSI to bloom full force.
When getting some groceries today I noticed I was in a sort of DMSI zen bubble or something. Not even caring at all about socializing or opening up AT ALL. like IDGAF and idk what I thought. Almost like a meditative state of mind. Idk whats it all about but something is with that. It might be a total fulfillment and as I recognized this, my eye contact became pure all seduction, unhindred to communicate all kind of bedroom stuff ( or whatever locsation, it was the mere raw act ) like it consumed me and as a whole. Very strong. Seemed like some guys wanted my autograph aswell, like, coming up to ke, smiling while expecting something. DMSI might lock me or something. The shift will be golden but this, its like a enormous disinterest, I dont care, IDGAF which dominates me fully. It bugged me the last few days to be reactionairy and like this, almost like some switch goes on on command as some kind of robot. While being in that state I fight it. Relaxibg seems to terrify me.
The hump ( vive la humpday, trash day like a ragdoll and hairpull day ) that will be get over will unleash some very profound changes. Oh man, Ill be so irresistable. Again, like on AM6 I want it to be a free playfield of push pull both side seduction. Killer it would be.
Alright, thats it! DMSI def works. The flooding is enormous. If a women had this it would flood motherfuck'n babies. The babies are brought by the flood maaan *insert lennyface* no joke, im shifting now. Its great. High in demand and very much SMV. a new chapter is about to start
Been thinking as to where I am now. And the truth /fact is, im already having tons of chicks. I see some crazy manifestation snowballing effect comin. B made me very business focussed and am realizing how it all ties in to eachother. Like, the affirmation "its easy" eases up many things and give a shitton of oppurtunities now about business, dreams, goals, manifestation, women. Its like a dome coverage of it all as a full package of it all. Becoming financial succesfully more while having girls on the side. In a way I see main girl working aswell.
Having the urge to reorganize the bedroom for all kind of kink related things. Im way more selective in what to entertain in terms if thought and attention. Dont waste your mind on bullshit. Im pursuing the idea of photography. My goals change aswell which is fine. I even go ass far as seeing a future of working in the porn world with several 10's. Its so effortless. All liberation now.
Not much to notice other ways the last few days. A seems to work on deeper things. Im struggling with old vs new programming and it does reflect in confusion and social unease. Almost inept behaviour which aswell could be the high amounts of loops drilling in my brain. ( 7 loops )
Things are breakingthrough in women department. I see a bright vision ahead of me. Also I match with high end wealth like it seeks out me. Guesd the gap is more so closing. Contrast also serves greatly. The proclamation of "its easy" shatters bs. It streamlines me aswell and causes lots to snowball for me. Things look definitely up for me now. Dates are bein settled soon. Its crazy how many matches I have. Dtf and fuckbuddies. Sex non strings attached and running the dynamic.
At times there is this "surrendering" thing going on aswell as feeling of "going crazy/mental stirr up" which is needed and causing the bloom behind it to manifest/come out. Guess its the subC last retreat. Zen as fxck.
Quick edit: the fear of reverting back might actually be a or the rootsource and removing it/dissolving/accepting it will cause DMSI to bloom full force.
When getting some groceries today I noticed I was in a sort of DMSI zen bubble or something. Not even caring at all about socializing or opening up AT ALL. like IDGAF and idk what I thought. Almost like a meditative state of mind. Idk whats it all about but something is with that. It might be a total fulfillment and as I recognized this, my eye contact became pure all seduction, unhindred to communicate all kind of bedroom stuff ( or whatever locsation, it was the mere raw act ) like it consumed me and as a whole. Very strong. Seemed like some guys wanted my autograph aswell, like, coming up to ke, smiling while expecting something. DMSI might lock me or something. The shift will be golden but this, its like a enormous disinterest, I dont care, IDGAF which dominates me fully. It bugged me the last few days to be reactionairy and like this, almost like some switch goes on on command as some kind of robot. While being in that state I fight it. Relaxibg seems to terrify me.
The hump ( vive la humpday, trash day like a ragdoll and hairpull day ) that will be get over will unleash some very profound changes. Oh man, Ill be so irresistable. Again, like on AM6 I want it to be a free playfield of push pull both side seduction. Killer it would be.
Alright, thats it! DMSI def works. The flooding is enormous. If a women had this it would flood motherfuck'n babies. The babies are brought by the flood maaan *insert lennyface* no joke, im shifting now. Its great. High in demand and very much SMV. a new chapter is about to start
