08-28-2017, 12:41 AM
Day one of my second run, just woke up and already have crazy things stirring up with E2. Yesterday I had a great night out with my 2 closest friends. As soon as I left their presence I began feeling angry and depressed as if I hated the life I was going back to. When I got home I waited until midnight to start playing the sub again.
I felt a sadness that I couldn't shake. As soon as midnight came around I began playing it. My first dream involves me laying down and bed and something or someone aggressively knocking on my door. Funny thing is, I could tell I was consciously dreaming because I kept thinking that whatever was knocking, I wanted it to go away and even thought to myself in the dream that it's probably a part of my subconscious that I don't want to deal with.
After the knocking stopped I went to the living room and played with my daughter for the rest of the dream but kept looking out the window and the peephole. My second dream was even stranger. I was some famous football coach who was also teaching a younger version of myself to become the best football player ever. My younger self watched the older me die and mourned his death. Then the younger me became the new coach and another young me experienced the same thing. Before the dream could keep going though my wife woke me up.
These 2 dreams may be the most symbolic I've ever had.
I felt a sadness that I couldn't shake. As soon as midnight came around I began playing it. My first dream involves me laying down and bed and something or someone aggressively knocking on my door. Funny thing is, I could tell I was consciously dreaming because I kept thinking that whatever was knocking, I wanted it to go away and even thought to myself in the dream that it's probably a part of my subconscious that I don't want to deal with.
After the knocking stopped I went to the living room and played with my daughter for the rest of the dream but kept looking out the window and the peephole. My second dream was even stranger. I was some famous football coach who was also teaching a younger version of myself to become the best football player ever. My younger self watched the older me die and mourned his death. Then the younger me became the new coach and another young me experienced the same thing. Before the dream could keep going though my wife woke me up.
These 2 dreams may be the most symbolic I've ever had.
