08-24-2017, 07:35 AM
Day 31:
Stomach virus is mostly cleared up so I'll be heading in to work although I'll be a bit late. Kind of actually don't care about being late, in fact I'm starting to notice since last night, my stress levels have dropped even lower. Usually I'd be worried about the consequences and what others would have to say if I was late somewhere. A habit I picked up from being in the Army where being late was always punishable unless it was for a life-threatening emergency. My walk has even become a bit more lax and I'm taking my time with things more.
One strange thing to report is that I opened my eyes in the middle of the night and saw my wife staring at me. Usually that would be pretty disturbing but she had a loving look on her face. Long story short we kissed for the first time in months. I know I've mentioned us having sex in the past month but we haven't actually kissed since I don't know when. The kiss was passionate and we admitted we still love each other, as far as is staying married, that's still up in the air but my self-improvement remains a priority none the less. One day left with APE
Stomach virus is mostly cleared up so I'll be heading in to work although I'll be a bit late. Kind of actually don't care about being late, in fact I'm starting to notice since last night, my stress levels have dropped even lower. Usually I'd be worried about the consequences and what others would have to say if I was late somewhere. A habit I picked up from being in the Army where being late was always punishable unless it was for a life-threatening emergency. My walk has even become a bit more lax and I'm taking my time with things more.
One strange thing to report is that I opened my eyes in the middle of the night and saw my wife staring at me. Usually that would be pretty disturbing but she had a loving look on her face. Long story short we kissed for the first time in months. I know I've mentioned us having sex in the past month but we haven't actually kissed since I don't know when. The kiss was passionate and we admitted we still love each other, as far as is staying married, that's still up in the air but my self-improvement remains a priority none the less. One day left with APE
