Let's bend some reality and muse randomly - DMSI 3.1

[Have at ye]

Upped the number of loops to 7, as I have the time and 3, while working pretty well, made me feel kinda miserable in a resistance way. 7 have their ups and downs, too, but it's progressing. Stuff is changing. My perception of myself is changing. [EDIT: I can tell that some parts of me are still kinda fearful of certain elements contained in the script, but much less so than before. This should pass soon enough. In reality, there's nothing to fear there; I just need to accept it at all levels.] Strong pheromonal smell. I'm not exactly talkative in social settings now, but I don't mind. I feel comfortable talking/flirting, etc., but I pretty much stopped initiating interactions. If someone wants to talk, sure, why not. Someone always does. [EDIT: I do note a certain level of not being comfortable doing that, but that's most probably related to the counter-intuitivness of the thing; I mean, all the "popular people" are outgoing, right? Nope. I am not here for somebody else's entertainment, unless I'm on stage, of course, lol] Getting extreme respect from males, and females I find attractive are responding with strong IOIs; nothing too direct, though. Soon. I find myself ignoring the IOIs, in a way - I can see them clearly, but I am not going out of my way to act on them. It is kinda like what RTBoss has reported - "this is nothing, gonna have to give me more than that to deserve my attention" kind of thing.

I find a lot of my old acquaintances extremely boring now.

The volume seems to be working well. I may considering lowering it a bit, but not really driven to do so overmuch. I can sleep comfortably with the setup I've got.

Also, lots of work in preparation for a busy September. I find myself completely unable to focus on professional stuff that is not directly related to singing/stagework.

EDIT: Bodyheat increased like crazy. Using up tons of energy, I'd wager. It's been like that most of the time today.