08-19-2017, 04:47 PM
I'm continuing to do Inner Bonding and realizing more and more things about myself and my experiences.
I've long said that E2 actually helped me more with seduction than any other subliminal and I now realize why: when I was on E2 I was fully connected to my inner child and loving adult. I was fulfilled. This internal sense of fulfillment was radiating from me and women were taking notice.
When I switched to DMSI I began neglecting my inner child because the only model I knew for getting sex involved basically fooling women into believing I was something that I wasn't.
On the flip side, when I sensed the tension of this, I didn't interpret it properly and then turned into a passive chump.
I bounced from one extreme to the other, and it's only now that I'm accurately interpreting the messages I got.
When I was doing my best on DMSI during 3.1 I was leaving my house everyday to go and draw. Just spending time walking and being peaceful, then doing something that my inner child liked to do. I became quite shameless with myself and who I was, if you didn't want to accept me, then fuck you.
I realize I can't go back to this exact same way of living, but I can certainly recreate the conditions and feelings that were present at that time. I'm curious if
I've long said that E2 actually helped me more with seduction than any other subliminal and I now realize why: when I was on E2 I was fully connected to my inner child and loving adult. I was fulfilled. This internal sense of fulfillment was radiating from me and women were taking notice.
When I switched to DMSI I began neglecting my inner child because the only model I knew for getting sex involved basically fooling women into believing I was something that I wasn't.
On the flip side, when I sensed the tension of this, I didn't interpret it properly and then turned into a passive chump.
I bounced from one extreme to the other, and it's only now that I'm accurately interpreting the messages I got.
When I was doing my best on DMSI during 3.1 I was leaving my house everyday to go and draw. Just spending time walking and being peaceful, then doing something that my inner child liked to do. I became quite shameless with myself and who I was, if you didn't want to accept me, then fuck you.
I realize I can't go back to this exact same way of living, but I can certainly recreate the conditions and feelings that were present at that time. I'm curious if
