08-18-2017, 09:56 AM
Day 25 update:
While sitting at my desk working my mind began to explode with thoughts as I planned out my weekend, all of this while trying to resolve an issue at work. I felt like I was headed for an anxiety attack so I wrote down all my thoughts and as they became focused I calmed down. My energy is still bursting even with no stimulants or food in my body, I'm also subconsciously speaking with more bass in my voice than usual and I'm asserting myself non-stop with everyone I come across. I think this is stemming from the fact that I've always seen alpha males as positive role models even though I've had none to mentor me growing up. This newfound positive energy is probably manifesting within me by augmenting my alpha male traits.
Speaking of alpha there was a supervisor who moved her jacket and started rubbing her butt while talking to someone, knowing I was looking in that direction to ask a question. I'm seeing certain effects that normally would probably only be seen fromAM6, SM3, WM2, DMSI, or any other sub that has to do with attracting women. So much so that I often have to keep looking at my phone to make sure I'm playing the right sub. Funny thing is I don't have any of those programs that I mentioned. My best friend also called me to hang out with him this weekend, he hasn't been wanting to chill with anyone ever since he and his girl broke up so that was random.
One thing is for sure. APE is something I'd come back and use in the future for sure. I can't even imagine how powerful it would be in a newer generation. The effects I'm getting now are well beyond my expectations.
While sitting at my desk working my mind began to explode with thoughts as I planned out my weekend, all of this while trying to resolve an issue at work. I felt like I was headed for an anxiety attack so I wrote down all my thoughts and as they became focused I calmed down. My energy is still bursting even with no stimulants or food in my body, I'm also subconsciously speaking with more bass in my voice than usual and I'm asserting myself non-stop with everyone I come across. I think this is stemming from the fact that I've always seen alpha males as positive role models even though I've had none to mentor me growing up. This newfound positive energy is probably manifesting within me by augmenting my alpha male traits.
Speaking of alpha there was a supervisor who moved her jacket and started rubbing her butt while talking to someone, knowing I was looking in that direction to ask a question. I'm seeing certain effects that normally would probably only be seen fromAM6, SM3, WM2, DMSI, or any other sub that has to do with attracting women. So much so that I often have to keep looking at my phone to make sure I'm playing the right sub. Funny thing is I don't have any of those programs that I mentioned. My best friend also called me to hang out with him this weekend, he hasn't been wanting to chill with anyone ever since he and his girl broke up so that was random.
One thing is for sure. APE is something I'd come back and use in the future for sure. I can't even imagine how powerful it would be in a newer generation. The effects I'm getting now are well beyond my expectations.