08-15-2017, 03:47 AM
Idk what day it is i guess 25 or something.
I have never felt this sad its like I am back in depression before I started OF-5G. I feel as if I have no hope and can't be successful in life. These negative feeling are eating me. I did have thoughts about suicide but it's just a thought. I thought I would never ever have to face these feelings again. This is the 3 week and I am so miserable. I am spending most of my time in room. While my bro and sister are watching movies. I have no have no interest in it. They laugh and I think what's so funny about this.... I am so depressed that I fap to escape it but it doesn't help..
It's not like I am gonna stop playing the sub. I will keep on playing it but Idk how will i survive thru all this shitty feeling... I have my books in from of me but i can't focus.. I start feeling dizzy when I try to...
I have never felt this sad its like I am back in depression before I started OF-5G. I feel as if I have no hope and can't be successful in life. These negative feeling are eating me. I did have thoughts about suicide but it's just a thought. I thought I would never ever have to face these feelings again. This is the 3 week and I am so miserable. I am spending most of my time in room. While my bro and sister are watching movies. I have no have no interest in it. They laugh and I think what's so funny about this.... I am so depressed that I fap to escape it but it doesn't help..
It's not like I am gonna stop playing the sub. I will keep on playing it but Idk how will i survive thru all this shitty feeling... I have my books in from of me but i can't focus.. I start feeling dizzy when I try to...
