08-12-2017, 08:59 AM
Healing and clearing on my beliefs around Seduction and Pickup are now taking place.
When I was in High School I caught RSD fever. Having no point of reference I thought their material and beliefs about pickup were actually helpful. That being studying their stuff I was much superior than anyone else. It only ended up making an issue (which probably wasn't much of an issue to begin with) much worse than before.
Since then I've been opposed to using most of the pickup material that I've studied because of that bad experience. It hasn't stopped me from getting laid, but it's definitely made it harder for me.
The clearing seems to be working on the beliefs that I picked up and wasn't satisfied with and clearing them. It seems that rather than saying "this, this, and this is unhelpful" I threw the baby out with the bath water and said "All of it is unhelpful!" I resented the fact that I had poured so much effort into something and gave the instructors my trust, it was hard to just let it go.
I feel assured now that I have enough relevant experiences and better critical thinking skills to delve back into the material without losing myself.
I have to ask: what the fuck is in MLS?
This issue plagued my entire run of healing subliminals from E2 to DMSI. It's really interesting that now that I'm on a completely unrelated subliminal, my mid is finally ready to let it go.
When I was in High School I caught RSD fever. Having no point of reference I thought their material and beliefs about pickup were actually helpful. That being studying their stuff I was much superior than anyone else. It only ended up making an issue (which probably wasn't much of an issue to begin with) much worse than before.
Since then I've been opposed to using most of the pickup material that I've studied because of that bad experience. It hasn't stopped me from getting laid, but it's definitely made it harder for me.
The clearing seems to be working on the beliefs that I picked up and wasn't satisfied with and clearing them. It seems that rather than saying "this, this, and this is unhelpful" I threw the baby out with the bath water and said "All of it is unhelpful!" I resented the fact that I had poured so much effort into something and gave the instructors my trust, it was hard to just let it go.
I feel assured now that I have enough relevant experiences and better critical thinking skills to delve back into the material without losing myself.
I have to ask: what the fuck is in MLS?
This issue plagued my entire run of healing subliminals from E2 to DMSI. It's really interesting that now that I'm on a completely unrelated subliminal, my mid is finally ready to let it go.
