Day 11
I added a day counter widget on my phone to keep track of what day I'm on. Things are feeling more and more natural in such away that it feels like I have always been this level of intelligent so when I do intelligent...things... I am no longer surprised
Not that I've been a dumbass but... MLS has brought me to a new level. Update on putting conscious thought into not becoming intellectually annoying... Its going great! I feel like MLS is allowing me to do all the learning I want and If i consciously focus on something, like Arash Dibazar's videos on seduction and social dynamics, I become very skilled and knowledgeable within those topics, and in effect, am becoming a cool knowledgeable guy instead of a scholar which is perfect.
I have to say, I see more benefit from using the sub at night. Yeah, I can't sleep worth shit, but the sub works better and my dreams become vivid as hell. For this reason I will occasionally use it at night instead of during the day.
I have been telling myself all my life that I'm bad at video games. Not only have I continued to get better at Rocket League, I surprised myself yesterday when I played a game my buddy suggested and kicked ass at it!
ALSO I cleaned and organized my cubicle for THE FIRST TIME since I started working (over a month ago). I hung my pictures, arranged my monitor and sticky notes, installed cube shields to reduce glare, and cleaned my work space. It looks awesome!! I feel much better at work now because it feels like I belong here now. I even installed one of those cubicle lights that display my IM status: Green for available, Red for busy / in a call, Orange for away.
The state of my brain
I can definitely focus better in general. From using binaural beats in the past, I feel like I am on the NZT dose or a high gamma wave dose. Gamma is the brainwave state for passive learning. It also feels like I have taken Noopept (a nootropic, focus increasing supplement) even on days when I do not use any.
Best update so far:
I have created a youtube channel! I have been creating videos about all kinds of topics like mindsets and Arash Dibazar's teachings! I have discovered that seeing myself on video allows me to critique myself and become more cool with myself. Huge confidence boost. Also its a fun exercise to not allow peoples negative opinions of me or my actions affect what I do or how I think about myself I took the initiative to get my gopro working, drill holes the case to accommodate a microphone, and do video editing. This kind of initiative is new to me because I've been so lazy and depressed in the past so its awesome that MLS has helped me find something I'm good at and that will make me a better person overall. While I do not want to post the videos on here, I don't mind sending the link in PM for anyone who's interested I have become a person who wants to help others, give people advice, help people succeed, and its a really great feeling!
-In the videos I give my mentors credit for my motivation. I don't want my use of subliminals to become public... yet, perhaps. Journey into my mind
I added a day counter widget on my phone to keep track of what day I'm on. Things are feeling more and more natural in such away that it feels like I have always been this level of intelligent so when I do intelligent...things... I am no longer surprised
Not that I've been a dumbass but... MLS has brought me to a new level. Update on putting conscious thought into not becoming intellectually annoying... Its going great! I feel like MLS is allowing me to do all the learning I want and If i consciously focus on something, like Arash Dibazar's videos on seduction and social dynamics, I become very skilled and knowledgeable within those topics, and in effect, am becoming a cool knowledgeable guy instead of a scholar which is perfect. I have to say, I see more benefit from using the sub at night. Yeah, I can't sleep worth shit, but the sub works better and my dreams become vivid as hell. For this reason I will occasionally use it at night instead of during the day.
I have been telling myself all my life that I'm bad at video games. Not only have I continued to get better at Rocket League, I surprised myself yesterday when I played a game my buddy suggested and kicked ass at it!
ALSO I cleaned and organized my cubicle for THE FIRST TIME since I started working (over a month ago). I hung my pictures, arranged my monitor and sticky notes, installed cube shields to reduce glare, and cleaned my work space. It looks awesome!! I feel much better at work now because it feels like I belong here now. I even installed one of those cubicle lights that display my IM status: Green for available, Red for busy / in a call, Orange for away.
The state of my brain
I can definitely focus better in general. From using binaural beats in the past, I feel like I am on the NZT dose or a high gamma wave dose. Gamma is the brainwave state for passive learning. It also feels like I have taken Noopept (a nootropic, focus increasing supplement) even on days when I do not use any.
Best update so far:
I have created a youtube channel! I have been creating videos about all kinds of topics like mindsets and Arash Dibazar's teachings! I have discovered that seeing myself on video allows me to critique myself and become more cool with myself. Huge confidence boost. Also its a fun exercise to not allow peoples negative opinions of me or my actions affect what I do or how I think about myself
I took the initiative to get my gopro working, drill holes the case to accommodate a microphone, and do video editing. This kind of initiative is new to me because I've been so lazy and depressed in the past so its awesome that MLS has helped me find something I'm good at and that will make me a better person overall. While I do not want to post the videos on here, I don't mind sending the link in PM for anyone who's interested I have become a person who wants to help others, give people advice, help people succeed, and its a really great feeling!-In the videos I give my mentors credit for my motivation. I don't want my use of subliminals to become public... yet, perhaps. Journey into my mind
