01-24-2012, 10:18 PM
well i finished sm with a few extra days of stage 6 added in and i guess either i was so low in sexual confidence or possibly i just didn't want to have sex or maybe something else entierly, but the program in terms of women not leaving me alone that never happened. In terms of communication and flirting with women i seem to be good at it but like i said in an earlier post i just don't seem to care enough to push forward. Maybe its my slacker tendencies coming through since i am a major slacker in general.
I have learned a lot and pushed my self a lot. Getting in the car accident and hurting my back didn't help my moral for a good chunk of it either. Not letting women manipulate me was a great aspect of sm. Reading the manipulated man made me really angry over how bad the manipulation was with some women. I may not have had as much success as other users of sm but its a start.
I am currently using everything is possible by it self and may post in my regular journal later.
I have learned a lot and pushed my self a lot. Getting in the car accident and hurting my back didn't help my moral for a good chunk of it either. Not letting women manipulate me was a great aspect of sm. Reading the manipulated man made me really angry over how bad the manipulation was with some women. I may not have had as much success as other users of sm but its a start.
I am currently using everything is possible by it self and may post in my regular journal later.
Tony
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Success is having the courage, determination, & the will. Failure is making excuses why you didn't succeed & blaming others around you because you didn't
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Success is having the courage, determination, & the will. Failure is making excuses why you didn't succeed & blaming others around you because you didn't