08-06-2017, 12:52 AM
It took me a year to train myself to resist changing subs when resistance hit me. I would change sub every 15 days cause of anxiety and fear. It was only in Feb this year that I started listening to OF-5G and I would get panic and anxiety attacks and I was also diagnosed with depression..
But I took anxiety pills to calm myself down so that I can listen to OF sub for 4 months total (Including One month break).. The pills that I took would make me feel sleepy but after after 3 month I got used to sub and wanted to run.. I loved playing it.. But then MLS-5.5G came and even though I loved OF-5G.. I jumped on MLS-5.5G... Being Fearless means u r not afraid of changing urself and u can only change urself when u learn what u need to learn to change urself.. .
What u r going thru is expected. I mean u and I didn't faced our fears for decades and now we r facing them.. Also After u have done ur E2 u can use MLS-5.5G to even subconsciously learn to manage ur fears better .. Its call Maximum Learning for nothing..
But I took anxiety pills to calm myself down so that I can listen to OF sub for 4 months total (Including One month break).. The pills that I took would make me feel sleepy but after after 3 month I got used to sub and wanted to run.. I loved playing it.. But then MLS-5.5G came and even though I loved OF-5G.. I jumped on MLS-5.5G... Being Fearless means u r not afraid of changing urself and u can only change urself when u learn what u need to learn to change urself.. .
What u r going thru is expected. I mean u and I didn't faced our fears for decades and now we r facing them.. Also After u have done ur E2 u can use MLS-5.5G to even subconsciously learn to manage ur fears better .. Its call Maximum Learning for nothing..
