The sexual tension between me and A is growing fast. She can barely hold herself together. Wouldnt he suprised if she is now seeking ways to have sex with me. Caught her dreaming away while locking on me. Sge has almost only attention for me now. Crazy ponytail flipping, feet dangling, trying to get me as her "assistant" haha yeah right. Im also dropping sexual hints now, turning things sexual and she does aswell. D gets more and more "weak/melting" like stumbling over her words like she blows herself out. Another blond girl, stunning 8/10 beamed the biggest smile. A gets physical at work. Im passing shittests with ease. Her eyes and bodylanguage reveals it all. With D I flipped "preparation" into foreplay talk.
Now, my IDGAF is skyrocketing. Im confident, focussed, comfortable and frame flipping. Untouchable levels of ease now. I find myself snapping at guys trying to do shit without effort.
Now, I might quit journalling about women, because abundance. For once I thought A would rape me right on the spot. She was soaking wet. Dressed so her tits came out more. Oh lawd, such is DMSI life I suppose. My attraction skyrockets on B.
Ps; some things I start to see as digits, like 0 and 1? As in, the whole tuning in to projects, like its easier to be solved that way. Whatever it is, it seems to succesfully dissolve a block inside. Now, whats next? Whatever it is, it is huge and helps me process and execute things. Purely analythical and logical approach topped off with the right amount and dosage of whats needed.
Now, my IDGAF is skyrocketing. Im confident, focussed, comfortable and frame flipping. Untouchable levels of ease now. I find myself snapping at guys trying to do shit without effort.
Now, I might quit journalling about women, because abundance. For once I thought A would rape me right on the spot. She was soaking wet. Dressed so her tits came out more. Oh lawd, such is DMSI life I suppose. My attraction skyrockets on B.
Ps; some things I start to see as digits, like 0 and 1? As in, the whole tuning in to projects, like its easier to be solved that way. Whatever it is, it seems to succesfully dissolve a block inside. Now, whats next? Whatever it is, it is huge and helps me process and execute things. Purely analythical and logical approach topped off with the right amount and dosage of whats needed.
