08-03-2017, 04:29 PM
Day 9:
Ok so my day started with me feeling a bit off. Not only that but I could barely sleep because last night I barely listened to the sub due to being exhausted. Today I also seem to have women and feminine men getting on my last nerve. I found myself biting my tongue several times today, even a woman who I know has a crush on me made my blood boil a bit every time she spoke. Thing is, she didn't do anything wrong and really didn't even speak to me. There's also another woman who earlier in the day came up smiling to me just to say hi. She literally had no good reason to be in my section and walked away as soon as I greeted her back.
Currently my attitude is shifting back to normal due to meditation. Not sure if this is some sort of subconscious resistance or what. Either way I'll definitely be making up for lost time with the sub, and if the women I'm around daily start aggravating me again I'll simply have to excuse myself from work.
Ok so my day started with me feeling a bit off. Not only that but I could barely sleep because last night I barely listened to the sub due to being exhausted. Today I also seem to have women and feminine men getting on my last nerve. I found myself biting my tongue several times today, even a woman who I know has a crush on me made my blood boil a bit every time she spoke. Thing is, she didn't do anything wrong and really didn't even speak to me. There's also another woman who earlier in the day came up smiling to me just to say hi. She literally had no good reason to be in my section and walked away as soon as I greeted her back.
Currently my attitude is shifting back to normal due to meditation. Not sure if this is some sort of subconscious resistance or what. Either way I'll definitely be making up for lost time with the sub, and if the women I'm around daily start aggravating me again I'll simply have to excuse myself from work.
