01-23-2012, 08:27 PM
I've been on my custom ASC and Ultra-Success subs for about a week now and it's time to report. I don't feel the same "high" I felt last time on ASC but I feel that it's effects are more gradual than before. Negative thoughts have persisted, but they are being overcome. I'm yearning for the feeling I had before, where I was COMPLETELY confident, devoid of negative thoughts however I am happy with my progression.
Ultra Success is good so far. With it, I've noticed an increase in motivation and a desire to get things done. I've also seen more positive outcomes in my life, such as being considered for a scholorship at my school after speaking with the program director although I'm sure ASC also had a hand in the interaction by giving me the confidence to go speak with her. On top of that, I've been pursuing other things, like taking a more active role in my club by going out and getting signatures for club events (something I've NEVER done). I've the out of sync feeling Roy mentioned before, I've had that sense that success was right around the corner and I notice that if I focus on something emotionally, it will tend to work out in my favor.
I'm still noticing fear within myself though. Slight fear of conflict, apprehension and awkwardness around women (sometimes), not as bad as it was 2 years ago before I did the Alpha Set...but sometimes it does frustrate me. ASC (when it's kicking) does tend to make me snappy, but I need it because it makes me take a stand. I need that complete confidence so that I can be free to do all the other things I want/need to do in life. Fear/Lack of confidence is such a crippling force...one that some people aren't even aware of.
Ultra Success is good so far. With it, I've noticed an increase in motivation and a desire to get things done. I've also seen more positive outcomes in my life, such as being considered for a scholorship at my school after speaking with the program director although I'm sure ASC also had a hand in the interaction by giving me the confidence to go speak with her. On top of that, I've been pursuing other things, like taking a more active role in my club by going out and getting signatures for club events (something I've NEVER done). I've the out of sync feeling Roy mentioned before, I've had that sense that success was right around the corner and I notice that if I focus on something emotionally, it will tend to work out in my favor.
I'm still noticing fear within myself though. Slight fear of conflict, apprehension and awkwardness around women (sometimes), not as bad as it was 2 years ago before I did the Alpha Set...but sometimes it does frustrate me. ASC (when it's kicking) does tend to make me snappy, but I need it because it makes me take a stand. I need that complete confidence so that I can be free to do all the other things I want/need to do in life. Fear/Lack of confidence is such a crippling force...one that some people aren't even aware of.
