08-01-2017, 06:26 AM
I am now hyperfocused on resolving various issues that DMSI has been driving me to resolve. Connecting the dots - putting the pieces in place. Re-evaluating certain ideas, belief and behaviors of mine. A lot of it is now facepalmingly obvious.
And you know what? It feels fucking good.
It is making it kinda difficult to focus on other stuff, though, since I've now got some interesting things to do professionally, but I'll get to them in due course.
I believe I am also readying myself to quit smoking altogether. A part of me is still clinging to cigarettes desperately, as I am tempted to smoke even more than usual lately, but it is what it is - an attempt to cling to something desperately before letting go of it for real.
And you know what? It feels fucking good.
It is making it kinda difficult to focus on other stuff, though, since I've now got some interesting things to do professionally, but I'll get to them in due course.
I believe I am also readying myself to quit smoking altogether. A part of me is still clinging to cigarettes desperately, as I am tempted to smoke even more than usual lately, but it is what it is - an attempt to cling to something desperately before letting go of it for real.
