Its interesting when I clear something internally then get the urge to 'clean up'.
I was exploring why I miss the girl I was seeing a few weeks ago so much and cleared something around it.. then I had the urge to delete her number and messages.. but then also numbers and messages of other girls from a while ago. A couple I hesitated.
The I explored why im missing the girl before that too and after that deleted all her messages and the others I hesitated with. And pictures she and other girls sent me.
That was a little painful.
Then I had the urge to clean some more of my room again and didnt as im already in bed.
But then I spontaneously had the thought its time to clear out some of my facebook friends again and deleted a few of them.. one thing I dont like is how people add you but if you see them in person barely talk to you.. but for some reason I still feel like keeping them on there.
So a few good signs of more clearing.. I know when I spontaneously do these things its good.
Actually I also have noticed in the last week or so as ive dealt with some things ive spontaneously deleted some old pua material off my harddrive too.
EDIT: Ok so after I posted this I was laying in bed and my urge to clean my room kept getting stronger. So I got up and cleaned it for like a half an hour and got rid of more crap that was just there some of it actual rubbish that was in boxes along with other stuff.
I was exploring why I miss the girl I was seeing a few weeks ago so much and cleared something around it.. then I had the urge to delete her number and messages.. but then also numbers and messages of other girls from a while ago. A couple I hesitated.
The I explored why im missing the girl before that too and after that deleted all her messages and the others I hesitated with. And pictures she and other girls sent me.
That was a little painful.
Then I had the urge to clean some more of my room again and didnt as im already in bed.
But then I spontaneously had the thought its time to clear out some of my facebook friends again and deleted a few of them.. one thing I dont like is how people add you but if you see them in person barely talk to you.. but for some reason I still feel like keeping them on there.
So a few good signs of more clearing.. I know when I spontaneously do these things its good.
Actually I also have noticed in the last week or so as ive dealt with some things ive spontaneously deleted some old pua material off my harddrive too.
EDIT: Ok so after I posted this I was laying in bed and my urge to clean my room kept getting stronger. So I got up and cleaned it for like a half an hour and got rid of more crap that was just there some of it actual rubbish that was in boxes along with other stuff.
