07-29-2017, 05:46 AM
I think the fact that the abandonment issues are coming to surface for you so often, means that you are probably beginning the process of overcoming the issues. Letting go of a deep seated emotion of any kind takes time.
And I believe that DMSI Ver. 3.1A will help that process along. The goal of the healing is to work on every persons unique beliefs that are holding them back, and to help eradicate that to the point where you can execute the goal.
Since abandonment is an issue that is holding you back, that will most likely be the issue that once healed, will allow you to execute the sub flawlessly.
I also agree with Reezox in that if you are looking to jump, it's because you're getting close to dealing with that fear and it needs an escape route.
Even I can see from reading your journals, how much you've changed. I would just keep in mind that the road you're traveling isn't a straight one, it's one with a lot of twists and turns. That's what makes the journey so interesting and the reward so meaningful.
My two cents.
And I believe that DMSI Ver. 3.1A will help that process along. The goal of the healing is to work on every persons unique beliefs that are holding them back, and to help eradicate that to the point where you can execute the goal.
Since abandonment is an issue that is holding you back, that will most likely be the issue that once healed, will allow you to execute the sub flawlessly.
I also agree with Reezox in that if you are looking to jump, it's because you're getting close to dealing with that fear and it needs an escape route.
Even I can see from reading your journals, how much you've changed. I would just keep in mind that the road you're traveling isn't a straight one, it's one with a lot of twists and turns. That's what makes the journey so interesting and the reward so meaningful.
My two cents.
