07-25-2017, 06:47 PM
Started when I was 12 (peer pressure, bad school ), stopped when I was 15, then started up again when I was 18, so I guess, give or take, 15 years. And it's not an occasional thing, unfortunately, but pretty much chainsmoking if I don't watch it.
On the positive side of things, I now actually want to quit - never really bothered thinking about doing that before DMSI, to be honest.
Used to binge-drink too. Been a bit of a barfly. Got bored of being that way when I was 24-25. Never got into drugs, either, though.
Food, too - I do have a tendency for emotional eating, but it is easier to keep under wraps. F. in. I haven't had any issues with overeating for pretty much 5 years prior to trying to self-sabotage myself when using the earlier versions of DMSI.
Good thing I'm built to last and the damage is not irreparable
On the positive side of things, I now actually want to quit - never really bothered thinking about doing that before DMSI, to be honest.
Used to binge-drink too. Been a bit of a barfly. Got bored of being that way when I was 24-25. Never got into drugs, either, though.
Food, too - I do have a tendency for emotional eating, but it is easier to keep under wraps. F. in. I haven't had any issues with overeating for pretty much 5 years prior to trying to self-sabotage myself when using the earlier versions of DMSI.
Good thing I'm built to last and the damage is not irreparable