And the dreams of instruction continue - last night I dreamt I was in a yoga class, going through each move, practicing it. This morning, just for fun I picked up a complex book that's been sitting on my shelf for two years (owing to my always losing interest, and getting lost with the concepts and explanations) and read the first two chapters (around 60 pages) on the morning commute - just for fun.
I received a challenge yesterday. In short, a highly complex meeting/negotiation next week which will require deep knowledge of things I'm not confident on, and fluid presentation of these things in front of super judgmental genius-assholes. This is the sort of thing which I've avoided at all cost until now - it's simply caused me too much anxiety before. It will be a good test of the initial impacts of this sub on my ability to perform (I say initial, because I have little doubt that things are to improve over time and with more exposure).
Oh and I've been going to the gym every day on Autopilot. Did I mention that
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Now to prepare.
I received a challenge yesterday. In short, a highly complex meeting/negotiation next week which will require deep knowledge of things I'm not confident on, and fluid presentation of these things in front of super judgmental genius-assholes. This is the sort of thing which I've avoided at all cost until now - it's simply caused me too much anxiety before. It will be a good test of the initial impacts of this sub on my ability to perform (I say initial, because I have little doubt that things are to improve over time and with more exposure).
Oh and I've been going to the gym every day on Autopilot. Did I mention that
? Now to prepare.
Your task is not to seek for Love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.
