07-24-2017, 08:34 PM
Day 115/39 of 8 Loops
The last almost couple of weeks since my last post have been a big nothing. I haven't noticed any changes. I haven't noticed any improvement. The only things I've noticed are the previous things such as masturbation and lower hunger which are known signs of resistance that may be preventing me from executing. I originally planned on stopping DMSI earlier to do another detox run of MHS but I thought I'd try 8 loops for a while. The problem is that I'm not seeing any results. I might after a few more months or I might waste my time because of resistance. I'm probably running away but I need a break from DMSI. I'll come back after taking a break or when 3.2 comes out because it seems I've hit a resistance wall, probably through the mental resistance loopholes Shannon has pointed out and plans to plug.
Meh, maybe I'm just tired after a long frustrating day and I'll pick this up again almost immediately with maybe 1 or 2 days no loops because I am essentially running away. Or maybe this will be my last post for a while until 3.2. Either way, you guys are cool folks but I'm tired and going to bed.
The last almost couple of weeks since my last post have been a big nothing. I haven't noticed any changes. I haven't noticed any improvement. The only things I've noticed are the previous things such as masturbation and lower hunger which are known signs of resistance that may be preventing me from executing. I originally planned on stopping DMSI earlier to do another detox run of MHS but I thought I'd try 8 loops for a while. The problem is that I'm not seeing any results. I might after a few more months or I might waste my time because of resistance. I'm probably running away but I need a break from DMSI. I'll come back after taking a break or when 3.2 comes out because it seems I've hit a resistance wall, probably through the mental resistance loopholes Shannon has pointed out and plans to plug.
Meh, maybe I'm just tired after a long frustrating day and I'll pick this up again almost immediately with maybe 1 or 2 days no loops because I am essentially running away. Or maybe this will be my last post for a while until 3.2. Either way, you guys are cool folks but I'm tired and going to bed.