Inner clearing continuous. Listening to US loops and feel dizzy and like shit. Killing it at the gym. My whole lower back is sore, strong tension radiating straight through my hams, glutes towards my calves.
Ch is being hitted by DMSI?
Was talking with my neighbour and my drinks where a few steps away from me. As she arrived home she wasnt wearing a bra. Nipples pinching through her shirt and I felt some hyperfocus kick in. She pointed out the drinks and said mire then once she would take it. I told her no, spontaneous. Then she placed my stuff higher up, smiling seductively like she new I was checking her tits out. Then she proceeded to say 'if its there tomorrow morning ill ring your doorbel, even if it wakes you up" while smiling all seductively, gazing and licking her lips. Body is meh but still, I would rail her.
Today some very fit girl at the gym was there yet was very introverted, down on myself. She was trying out some spandex trainers out with an older women who I know. Around 35 I guess. She seemed to be in her 20s body wise. Face said something else. Idk. Eventually talked with P while joking how women and clothing is a thing. Strong giggles when she picked our convo up. She did countless times just hoover, readjusting her hair in a ponytail and showing of her body.
Then a boxing guy, strong alpha masculine type professional boxer which was a great conv. On AM6 he asked me to chill some time back then. I seem to vibe with the guy. Friendly, foreign in roots yet oozing presence. Inspiring.
I notice some deep stuff going on inside. Like, this makes me tired, dizzy, lethargic. Could be the injury that drains me but still, its gettin me down. Also, im getting aware how Im sexy in being, presence without the need for external hang ups. Also, noticed yesterday how DMSI teaches me things through downloading it in my brain, even without having loops running. Im nit saying dress like total shit but yeah, it starts from within and can adjust from there. Masdive range of clothing, style and things to work with. I can spit sick game without even dressing well. Just for self amusement, shits, giggles and challenging.
I am appreciating agression, focus, banter and approach. I know DMSI is about the opposite gender to approach you and meeting half way but Im about to conquer the world. Like having those skills are vital aswell still. Agressive game and what not. No longer avoiding in pattern. No longer thin skinned.
things are getting easier and easier, number closing will be a walk in the park now.
Ch is being hitted by DMSI?
Was talking with my neighbour and my drinks where a few steps away from me. As she arrived home she wasnt wearing a bra. Nipples pinching through her shirt and I felt some hyperfocus kick in. She pointed out the drinks and said mire then once she would take it. I told her no, spontaneous. Then she placed my stuff higher up, smiling seductively like she new I was checking her tits out. Then she proceeded to say 'if its there tomorrow morning ill ring your doorbel, even if it wakes you up" while smiling all seductively, gazing and licking her lips. Body is meh but still, I would rail her.
Today some very fit girl at the gym was there yet was very introverted, down on myself. She was trying out some spandex trainers out with an older women who I know. Around 35 I guess. She seemed to be in her 20s body wise. Face said something else. Idk. Eventually talked with P while joking how women and clothing is a thing. Strong giggles when she picked our convo up. She did countless times just hoover, readjusting her hair in a ponytail and showing of her body.
Then a boxing guy, strong alpha masculine type professional boxer which was a great conv. On AM6 he asked me to chill some time back then. I seem to vibe with the guy. Friendly, foreign in roots yet oozing presence. Inspiring.
I notice some deep stuff going on inside. Like, this makes me tired, dizzy, lethargic. Could be the injury that drains me but still, its gettin me down. Also, im getting aware how Im sexy in being, presence without the need for external hang ups. Also, noticed yesterday how DMSI teaches me things through downloading it in my brain, even without having loops running. Im nit saying dress like total shit but yeah, it starts from within and can adjust from there. Masdive range of clothing, style and things to work with. I can spit sick game without even dressing well. Just for self amusement, shits, giggles and challenging.
I am appreciating agression, focus, banter and approach. I know DMSI is about the opposite gender to approach you and meeting half way but Im about to conquer the world. Like having those skills are vital aswell still. Agressive game and what not. No longer avoiding in pattern. No longer thin skinned.
things are getting easier and easier, number closing will be a walk in the park now.
