07-20-2017, 01:56 AM
I can see how it becomes boring after a while to fuck that many chicks. like, it adds up to it all. broke my fapping streak just yet yet am not wavering in awareness. feeling pretty calm actually. the inner changes wil get me there by executing it all. reframing and re-viewing whatever is thrown at me, the toying, challenges, whatever.
get centred, grounded. unaffected yet playfull demeanor from this place of abundance. its freedom from where I am,. Im heading once again to abundance, like, atleast 20 girls being attracted right now. 20 girls harem, yet the other areas on my life are also tackled, only to become the abundant, full realized, MSI guy. Run the loops, set, forget.
Its like no matter what I do, attraction is almost like a separated entity, yet at the same time its not, falling in some DMSI trance or something as they do. it just happens, effortless, automatically.
In the end I will be fully healed, no matter what. gonna play around with projecting, if I;'m not doing that already, te one blond check out girl gives more and more signs of lusting eyes and what not, yet there is a satisfaction in just knowing this, being grounded, centred, unreactive. real strange. it might be fear, idk. we do light eachother up.
I seem to still shift between worlds so to say ( shout out to you Illumi ) from, having extreme confidence,to being scared and even socially awkward. Its like revisiting cycles. Inner negative talk has reduced strongly, like, im getting over with it easily, such as breaking the fapping streak ( autopilot at work ?)
There ie satisfaction in making myself maximal sexually irresistable. I notice its bigger then myself, and right now, im shifting and changing for the better once again. Im having a harem at the moment, its only a slight push that will usher it all into realisation, manifestation and existence. the slight push. Im all for the delicious and glorious healing right now, to heal fully, clear fully, to become the best version of myself right now at this point. Just like the glimpses of 2 days ago, paeople instantly attract to me, like thunder and lightning hits them like a truck/bus and there is nothing they can do about it, only to become irresitable to act upon. I already have glimpses of what to tackle next. The healing will outrank me. Im excited about it.
Charisma is being dealt with. sexuality is being dealt with.
DMSi is more then a sexual sub, its full life abundance, covering several areas in my luife, my attitude towards financials changes for the better, the more healing takes place. Im not even the same I was some days ago.
MLS 5.5 G looks very promising.
it goes eeper then looks to be honest, yes, I care about looks, I like to optimalize many things, and dress myself well, and carry myself well. being fun so to say, playfull and IDGAF reflecting, thus throing my style upside down again, in a even more playerish kind of outlandish guy. the club guy perhaps, who dresses light and reflects fun. in the end its becoming a beam of sexual presence, a centred pillar and flame to which chicks draw as moths to a flame. yet at the same time I cant be arsed.
Oh well, listening to the loops its what Im doing, going out, and, seeing wher I am heading financially, I might go out multiple days a week. Right now I dont care. Invest cycles, not to spend ruthless, but invest in what can bring out the maximum fruits to reap. Not burning out, but actully having a idea, a vision and plan to do so.
get centred, grounded. unaffected yet playfull demeanor from this place of abundance. its freedom from where I am,. Im heading once again to abundance, like, atleast 20 girls being attracted right now. 20 girls harem, yet the other areas on my life are also tackled, only to become the abundant, full realized, MSI guy. Run the loops, set, forget.
Its like no matter what I do, attraction is almost like a separated entity, yet at the same time its not, falling in some DMSI trance or something as they do. it just happens, effortless, automatically.
In the end I will be fully healed, no matter what. gonna play around with projecting, if I;'m not doing that already, te one blond check out girl gives more and more signs of lusting eyes and what not, yet there is a satisfaction in just knowing this, being grounded, centred, unreactive. real strange. it might be fear, idk. we do light eachother up.
I seem to still shift between worlds so to say ( shout out to you Illumi ) from, having extreme confidence,to being scared and even socially awkward. Its like revisiting cycles. Inner negative talk has reduced strongly, like, im getting over with it easily, such as breaking the fapping streak ( autopilot at work ?)
There ie satisfaction in making myself maximal sexually irresistable. I notice its bigger then myself, and right now, im shifting and changing for the better once again. Im having a harem at the moment, its only a slight push that will usher it all into realisation, manifestation and existence. the slight push. Im all for the delicious and glorious healing right now, to heal fully, clear fully, to become the best version of myself right now at this point. Just like the glimpses of 2 days ago, paeople instantly attract to me, like thunder and lightning hits them like a truck/bus and there is nothing they can do about it, only to become irresitable to act upon. I already have glimpses of what to tackle next. The healing will outrank me. Im excited about it.
Charisma is being dealt with. sexuality is being dealt with.
DMSi is more then a sexual sub, its full life abundance, covering several areas in my luife, my attitude towards financials changes for the better, the more healing takes place. Im not even the same I was some days ago.
MLS 5.5 G looks very promising.
it goes eeper then looks to be honest, yes, I care about looks, I like to optimalize many things, and dress myself well, and carry myself well. being fun so to say, playfull and IDGAF reflecting, thus throing my style upside down again, in a even more playerish kind of outlandish guy. the club guy perhaps, who dresses light and reflects fun. in the end its becoming a beam of sexual presence, a centred pillar and flame to which chicks draw as moths to a flame. yet at the same time I cant be arsed.
Oh well, listening to the loops its what Im doing, going out, and, seeing wher I am heading financially, I might go out multiple days a week. Right now I dont care. Invest cycles, not to spend ruthless, but invest in what can bring out the maximum fruits to reap. Not burning out, but actully having a idea, a vision and plan to do so.
