07-19-2017, 02:45 PM
3 nights of masked track, 5 loops, in the books. I continue to use Shannon's phrasing for dowsing. Last night, I modified the question to dowse for masked/hybrid/ultrasonic - masked won. I then modified the question again for how many times to run 5 loops - once-per 24 hours/more-than-once per 24 hours/less-than-once per 24 hours - once-per 24 hours won.
The last two days I've been uber-emotional. I haven't even wanted to be on the forum. Reminds me of E2, where I didn't want to journal at all.
Yesterday, went to see War for Planet of the Apes and cried 3 times. Damn good movie. Glad I went alone.
Today, the emotions are gone. I'm in a great, productive mood. I sent a Snapchat to my SIL of my son with one of my cats. When I read her reply "'Awww, R&C, soo cute!!!'", I automatically thought, "No, what's cute will be your ankles behind you head while I fuck you senseless." And then, something I haven't felt for months - the euphoria tag. Immediately felt like I was on drugs, and it lasted about 5 minutes. Not sure what cleared, or what that means connected to my SIL specifically, but yeah, that happened.
The last two days I've been uber-emotional. I haven't even wanted to be on the forum. Reminds me of E2, where I didn't want to journal at all.
Yesterday, went to see War for Planet of the Apes and cried 3 times. Damn good movie. Glad I went alone.
Today, the emotions are gone. I'm in a great, productive mood. I sent a Snapchat to my SIL of my son with one of my cats. When I read her reply "'Awww, R&C, soo cute!!!'", I automatically thought, "No, what's cute will be your ankles behind you head while I fuck you senseless." And then, something I haven't felt for months - the euphoria tag. Immediately felt like I was on drugs, and it lasted about 5 minutes. Not sure what cleared, or what that means connected to my SIL specifically, but yeah, that happened.
