07-18-2017, 02:04 PM
Day 138
I've spend last 2 weeks enjoying myself here and there. My exposure was shaky, I'd rather listen to DMSI whole night or not at all. I'd say I listened to it about half the nights. Thankfully that frantic period is over and with summer vacation in full swing I'll try to start a project or two, we'll see.
I visited my family (nothing of note to mention really) as well as one of my DMSI girls for two or three days. She didn't really give me much in terms of IoIs but was so extremely friendly and kind to me it's incredible. Her boyfriend was very nice as well, he wasn't showing his jealousy but still he was keeping her close to himself.
My ex is acting like I'd expect from her, keeping me close with one hand and pushing me away with the other. This makes me quite torn but I can manage that by focusing on other issues and searching for other women to bring into my life.
Sadly there are no manifestations in my life, nothing of note to mention. Maybe it's a sign I should go back to A? I'll give it some thought.
I've spend last 2 weeks enjoying myself here and there. My exposure was shaky, I'd rather listen to DMSI whole night or not at all. I'd say I listened to it about half the nights. Thankfully that frantic period is over and with summer vacation in full swing I'll try to start a project or two, we'll see.
I visited my family (nothing of note to mention really) as well as one of my DMSI girls for two or three days. She didn't really give me much in terms of IoIs but was so extremely friendly and kind to me it's incredible. Her boyfriend was very nice as well, he wasn't showing his jealousy but still he was keeping her close to himself.
My ex is acting like I'd expect from her, keeping me close with one hand and pushing me away with the other. This makes me quite torn but I can manage that by focusing on other issues and searching for other women to bring into my life.
Sadly there are no manifestations in my life, nothing of note to mention. Maybe it's a sign I should go back to A? I'll give it some thought.
For not by numbers of men, nor by measure of body, but by valor of soul is war to be decided.
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
