07-17-2017, 10:07 AM
(07-16-2017, 06:35 PM)SargeMaximus Wrote: I resonate with that so much. Thanks for posting.
Always glad when my words connect with someone, thanks for reading.
Had a weird moment earlier today. My life tends to follow this pattern where I fall into these holes or mental ruts. I don't know how to describe it, but it's like seeing the light and then slipping back into negative ways. One of the things I'm becoming more aware of is how powerful my own mind is. I've read all about it, other's experiences, but I never really embodied it.
I was sitting there contemplating my life situation. How I felt stuck, how it's hard finding a job, how everything seems hard. And my intuition kicked in and it said life isn't supposed to be like this, you have a choice. And I slipped into this observer state and it's like I looked at the reality I currently subscribed to and told myself it was my choice and I could change it if I wanted to. It wasn't a wishing sort of mentality. It was a knowing. What I've realized is DMSI causes me to execute in ways my conscious mind cannot even fathom and where I've been falling short is not trusting in this power. The weird part is it feels both familiar and unknown to me at the same time. But it's like an intuition that's always been there and now it feels like it's getting stronger.
