07-15-2017, 06:32 PM
(This post was last modified: 07-15-2017, 09:40 PM by mojamhaque.)
15/07/2017
Day - 44
Listening hour-08 hours (approximately)
Nothing noticeable change identified. Had a bad dream regarding my career. This dream causes me tension. Still I am not decisive, confident and motivated. I am looking for financial freedom. For that I have to need proper planning but can't do it. Seems everything of my life is bit scattered. I am little bit more emotional that's why I can't say no to anybody. It's also send me back foot. So now I have identified my problems but can't take any action to solve those problems. One thing I noticed that when I fall into financial problem each time I identify them but after overcome the situation I just forget them..Proper planning make and working with that planning make a man perfect but it doesn't work for me. Each time I make plan for working but I can't continue my works according to that work.
Seems some fears are came back like "fear of financial crisis", "fear of office boss" etc... Was my feeling of last week were fake?
Day - 44
Listening hour-08 hours (approximately)
Nothing noticeable change identified. Had a bad dream regarding my career. This dream causes me tension. Still I am not decisive, confident and motivated. I am looking for financial freedom. For that I have to need proper planning but can't do it. Seems everything of my life is bit scattered. I am little bit more emotional that's why I can't say no to anybody. It's also send me back foot. So now I have identified my problems but can't take any action to solve those problems. One thing I noticed that when I fall into financial problem each time I identify them but after overcome the situation I just forget them..Proper planning make and working with that planning make a man perfect but it doesn't work for me. Each time I make plan for working but I can't continue my works according to that work.
Seems some fears are came back like "fear of financial crisis", "fear of office boss" etc... Was my feeling of last week were fake?
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