01-19-2012, 12:08 PM
day 15 (and before):
welcome to day 15.
I had one of the best last three days of my life... really great days. I spent those days making love, sleeping, talking and having fun with a the beautiful blonde girl, I talked about in my apartment :-). Both of us enjoyed it to the fullest... the point is: we both subconsinously know, that we will take the step to a real relationship soon (we do anything together a couple is doing, but we are officially not together)... I can feel, how her protective barrier is going to break down, the more I spent time with her. She is absolutely fascinated by my lover skills and mentions it directly towards me "never been with a guy, that made anything right on the first time...". Well, to summarize things: last three days have been like in a movie.
My target is somehow to start a real relationship with her, but not making too much pressure. Primary focus is just to enjoy time together and have as much fun as possible... (we do also laugh a lot). Nevertheless my feeling tells me, that we´ll be a couple within next 2 weeks
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I also created some distance to my other affairs - that were posting my head off :angel:.
So, now to my inner state: as mentioned, I enjoyed last three days and stayed in the moment pretty all the time. It is really an awesome feeling - forgetting anything else and just enjoying. I wish anyone to have this feeling. My body language changed to further to the positive. I see a sexy mofo as often as I look in the mirror. I have more space that I use for myself and started to move slower - my voice got a little bit deeper and I speak slower and more wisely. Girls telling me: "I enjoy listening to you"...
So, that´s it so far. I also got some real businsess success those days.
I wish anyone on this board the best successes. As I am now still on stage1, I am so excited, how anything will change to the ultimate best.
It´s all in your mind... stay tuned,
smash
welcome to day 15.
I had one of the best last three days of my life... really great days. I spent those days making love, sleeping, talking and having fun with a the beautiful blonde girl, I talked about in my apartment :-). Both of us enjoyed it to the fullest... the point is: we both subconsinously know, that we will take the step to a real relationship soon (we do anything together a couple is doing, but we are officially not together)... I can feel, how her protective barrier is going to break down, the more I spent time with her. She is absolutely fascinated by my lover skills and mentions it directly towards me "never been with a guy, that made anything right on the first time...". Well, to summarize things: last three days have been like in a movie.
My target is somehow to start a real relationship with her, but not making too much pressure. Primary focus is just to enjoy time together and have as much fun as possible... (we do also laugh a lot). Nevertheless my feeling tells me, that we´ll be a couple within next 2 weeks
.I also created some distance to my other affairs - that were posting my head off :angel:.
So, now to my inner state: as mentioned, I enjoyed last three days and stayed in the moment pretty all the time. It is really an awesome feeling - forgetting anything else and just enjoying. I wish anyone to have this feeling. My body language changed to further to the positive. I see a sexy mofo as often as I look in the mirror. I have more space that I use for myself and started to move slower - my voice got a little bit deeper and I speak slower and more wisely. Girls telling me: "I enjoy listening to you"...
So, that´s it so far. I also got some real businsess success those days.
I wish anyone on this board the best successes. As I am now still on stage1, I am so excited, how anything will change to the ultimate best.
It´s all in your mind... stay tuned,
smash
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