IOIs are of the hook. DMSI is bending reality. Im feeling manic like, euphoric right now, like something is unlocked. It overwhelms me. Old city has a festival like event going on. TONS of hot women glancing, making eye contact, positioning next to me, flipping their hair. Like, met with an friend I havent spoken about for some time and his gf was glued to me, leaning in, sticky eyes with me. My facial expressions are automatic. Everything is...
And here is the crux of it all.
Tons of oppurtunities yet some strong resistance to it all went on. Women wanting/lusting for my dick, yet my solar plexus blocked simultaneously. Like, its all to easy almost. Hot 9's and 10's, several manifestations yet feeling depressed/fearfull and for the life of me I couldnt get on with it. I did walk like I owned the place strongly. Got "who/what is this guy" looks and women biting their lips, glancing at me continuously aswell as having everything converted to IOI's like there is no tomorrow. Every women wants me is now a new base yet I feel litterally unable to catch up at the moment. I even got mini panic attacks and depression, shifting to IDGAF till the next moment of getting in my head. At some point I felt like a hot girl. No joke.
Processing this evening right now. Like wtf happened all around. When engaged Im fluid, autopiloting and what not. Assertive with C. Glued eyes with the gf of K. Strong eye contact with hot brunettes and blondes yet throwing me in a headspin.
At one point Illigical, assertiveness and IDGAF play mayor roles. Like spitting bs just to spike things and feelings like a boss. Its almost all the same. No doubt DMSI will help me master this as im beyond half way if not already there.
Felt really weird tbh to have this much IOIs that my subC/mind couldnt handle it. It can tho.
Joking around went well. Loud projection of my voice, making playfull jabs and remarks. Not giving a single fuck. Right now im transporting into something new. Harem is there, just listening to my loops and expose. Its all not making sense as I have tons of reference yet im intimidated right now. Maybe. The momentum flows agsin to contacts and several dates. Its set.
Predicting happens aswell. Like, the whole IOI thing. The subconscious knowing. And they also feel it. Snipers has to be it. Wtf. Im mindblown. Autopiloting and locking in hypnotically with gaze creeps me out. Somewhat claustrophobic.
Also, an friend of mine paid everything. Like he did on AM6. lots of gifts and what not.
Edit: several women/girls I re-encountered hugged me. Other guys complimented me about my physique. Added some on facebook aswell. This will happen aswell more. I know it. The aura/snipers felt out of control tonight. Shooting all over the place. Veeery hot right now. Just like this evening. All over glowing currently. Also had prolonged eye contact with a redhead. Walked off afterwards. Giggles and she engaged directly with her friend next to her when I tooled a bit with a friend of mine banterish and non seriously. Like what women do when they talk over about a hot guy.
Ps: I crave to have a girl atm in bed yet at the same time "f*ck bitches get moneyyy"
Ps: shittests are funny and good. Perfect.
And here is the crux of it all.
Tons of oppurtunities yet some strong resistance to it all went on. Women wanting/lusting for my dick, yet my solar plexus blocked simultaneously. Like, its all to easy almost. Hot 9's and 10's, several manifestations yet feeling depressed/fearfull and for the life of me I couldnt get on with it. I did walk like I owned the place strongly. Got "who/what is this guy" looks and women biting their lips, glancing at me continuously aswell as having everything converted to IOI's like there is no tomorrow. Every women wants me is now a new base yet I feel litterally unable to catch up at the moment. I even got mini panic attacks and depression, shifting to IDGAF till the next moment of getting in my head. At some point I felt like a hot girl. No joke.
Processing this evening right now. Like wtf happened all around. When engaged Im fluid, autopiloting and what not. Assertive with C. Glued eyes with the gf of K. Strong eye contact with hot brunettes and blondes yet throwing me in a headspin.
At one point Illigical, assertiveness and IDGAF play mayor roles. Like spitting bs just to spike things and feelings like a boss. Its almost all the same. No doubt DMSI will help me master this as im beyond half way if not already there.
Felt really weird tbh to have this much IOIs that my subC/mind couldnt handle it. It can tho.
Joking around went well. Loud projection of my voice, making playfull jabs and remarks. Not giving a single fuck. Right now im transporting into something new. Harem is there, just listening to my loops and expose. Its all not making sense as I have tons of reference yet im intimidated right now. Maybe. The momentum flows agsin to contacts and several dates. Its set.
Predicting happens aswell. Like, the whole IOI thing. The subconscious knowing. And they also feel it. Snipers has to be it. Wtf. Im mindblown. Autopiloting and locking in hypnotically with gaze creeps me out. Somewhat claustrophobic.
Also, an friend of mine paid everything. Like he did on AM6. lots of gifts and what not.
Edit: several women/girls I re-encountered hugged me. Other guys complimented me about my physique. Added some on facebook aswell. This will happen aswell more. I know it. The aura/snipers felt out of control tonight. Shooting all over the place. Veeery hot right now. Just like this evening. All over glowing currently. Also had prolonged eye contact with a redhead. Walked off afterwards. Giggles and she engaged directly with her friend next to her when I tooled a bit with a friend of mine banterish and non seriously. Like what women do when they talk over about a hot guy.
Ps: I crave to have a girl atm in bed yet at the same time "f*ck bitches get moneyyy"
Ps: shittests are funny and good. Perfect.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
